UNWANTED LOVE BY HIM

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I knew the movie theater pretty well, and i knew this was not a theater. Kevin had brought me to the train tracks. 

Kevin POV

When i was a kid maybe 12 I found this abounded train cart, through out the years it became my quite space a place where i can think, i once fought  a hobo because he wouldn't leave. I wanted to bring lili for a while now.

Inside my cart it had my name carved out. i had brought a mattress in when i was 14 and slept here when my mother was not being the best. I had a small lantern which gave me light when i closed the cart door. But as the year went by i wanted a sky light thats when i cut part of the carts roof off so i could see the starts and sunlight, but then it rained and well water got in, so i stole some glass form a my moms back door window. it was like my tiny home the only thing it was missing was restroom. I had a small projector that i found as a kid. That what i meant when i said to the movies. I helped Lili on to the cart, i closed the cart door, the sun was really coming in so i pulled the pulley i had installed and a towel covered the skylight. I told her to take a seat and i pulled some snacks out of my bag. A gallon of Apple juice, sandwiches, burgers, pre-made hot pockets, and last but not least seven bags of chips. I texted my mom and asked her if i could spend the night at lili's house, she quickly answered yes and told me to use protection. I laughed out loud and answered

"okay love you mom." i stared at the text for a good minute before putting it way.

" so what are we doing here?" asked lili.

"lili welcome to my quite place, my magical place, my pride and joy." i said.

She laughed and took and extra look around, " to be honest Kevin it doesn't seem very magical."

I turned off the lantern and pushed her into the bed. 

"How about now?" i whispered into her ear.

"Now it just feels like a sex cart in the middle of no where, how much girls do you bring here Kevin" she said laughing while holding my chest up.

I rolled off,"believe it or not your the first person i bring in here" i say to what i hope are her eyes.

She rolled on to me, thats good to hear she says. She looks at me and asked me

"what movie are we watching?"

I have a stack under the bed i said rolling around to reach under my bed. i pulled the movies out.

" i have Godzilla, dragon ball z all the seasons, MAMA, Mall cop, mega mind, Paul, The Flash, Justice League, Sandlot,  A Simple Plan, Titans all seasons , i more hold on"I say as i reach down under the bed. I feel Lili climb on my back. 

" Hey, get off crazy, i cant breath" i say pretending to be out of breath. she layed on my back she was so warm, we stayed this way for like five minutes intill she rolled off.

" Kevin?" she says getting off, thinking before she said

" I want to watch Titans" she said. i felt like she wanted to ask something else but i didn't push it, if its important she'll tell me eventually right.

"okay"i say i pull out my laptop as she got comfortable on the bed. I layed next to her, and put my head on her lap. 

We where at the part where starfire and robin are drinking in the hotel room.

 I sat up and paused the episode, it was killing me "whats wrong?,what where you really going to tell me earlier?" I looked into her eyes. we where both sitting up looking at each other. she thought for a minute, picking her words out carefully.

"Tell me lili, or i wont be able to help you" i said.

"Kevin do you love me?"

 For a split minute I looked into her eyes and didn't know what to answer. she stood up from the bed.

"lili,wait" i say standing up holding her wrist.

I didn't know what love was so how could i say yes or no? so i just turned her around to where her back was to the bed, i kissed her. 

" does that answer your question" i say.

She smiled brightly and shook her head.

 I don't know what love is but i think I've found it. I pushes her into the bed an climb onto her i kissed her gently. she reached for my pants, but i pulled back,

"i want to, i really do but i don't have any condoms on me at the moment and I'm sure are kids would be beautiful but lets experience that later okay" I say smiling down at her.

" lili love of my fucking life will you make me the happiest boy alive and be my girlfriend?"

" or your not a man?" she asked innocently

" i am but when i ask you to marry me ill say lili love of my life the apple to my eyes while you make me the happiest MAN alive and marry me?, for know a boys pride is having a girlfriend." i say.

she kiss me and says

"does that answer your question?"

i shake my head.

" i should ask more yes/no questions from you" i say and laughed.

she giggled at me, we spent the night in my cart, her chest moving up, down form her steady heart, she was happy so i was happy, i played with her hair till i also fell asleep.