Ava's point of view
My head was against the window I'm the pizza shop, the Waverider, that my sister Clara and our friends (Nora Darhk, laurel lance, Ray Palmer, Nate Haywood, Oliver Queen and Zari Tomaz) has been begging me to come to since we moved here. I just allow my head to rest against the window as thoughts begin swimming in my head. I was so deep in thought I hadn't realized that someone was calling my name until I felt a hand on my shoulder, I flinched slightly not expecting it. I turn my head head to see the most beautiful ocean blue eyes staring back at me...
Sara: "Are u ok babe"?
I just stared at her and I was so mesmerized by those gorgeous blues that I hadn't even realized that I didn't answer her question. It wasn't until I saw the look of pure adoration changed almost immediately to concern. I couldn't help but twitch my lips upward noting how worried she was for me.
It wasn't until after that I realized why she looking at me like that, then it hit me and I reply's by saying...
Ava: " ofc Sara, why wouldn't I be ok?"
I look up to see everyone's eyes on me, and got even more confused.
Sara: " well you had your head pressed against the window, your brows were furrowed and you looked like you were in deep thought and I tried calling you a couple times, but u didn't answer so I was just worried"
Ava: " oh, I'm sorry.... I hadn't even realized" " Yeah I guess It's just been a long week so I have a lot on my mind"
I see Sara worry coming right back again, and I just felt like slapping myself for making her feel like that because of me. I see her mouth open to say something else, but I was able to stop her by placing my hand on hers and squeezed it lightly letting her know I'm ok, and I could see her relax a little, but could see she was still worried about me so we both looked up and fortunately saw that the group wasn't really paying attention to us anymore, so She leaned forward and whispered into my ear.... "how bout we get out of here?"
She lean back and I notice that she's looking at me for confirmation so I just nod my head telling her yes. We slipped out of the booth before anyone could see us.
We walked out the waverider and walked a little just to get further away from that place.
After we walked for like 7 minutes in silence, I see Sara turn to me and just stares for a while with a never ending look of worry on her face. I turn to her and noticed that we stopped by a bench, so I pulled her with me to come sit down. I just stared at the sky, taking everything in and after another minute passed I felt her place a hand on my right cheek and said...
Sara: "babe, what's wrong?"
Ava: I finally look at her with and confused expression " what do you mean?, I already told you I'm fine"
Sara: " yeah I know, yet both times you said it, it sounded so forced.. so who are you really trying to convince, me or yourself ?"
I just shrugged
Sara: " you know you can always talk to me right ?, I'll never judge you, you know that" " you do know that right ?"
I just nodded, still refusing to look into her eyes, looking down at my hands
Sara: " no, I need to hear you say it"
I sigh and say it so softly I don't even know if she heard, but couldn't bring myself to care
Sara: " I sorry what? I didn't quite catch that, can you repeat that please?" I could tell by her tone of voice that she heard me but then she said "And can you at least look at me for more than 2 seconds without looking somewhere else please" in such a desperate tone that I couldn't help but feel bad and give in.
I finally look up at her and gaze into her eyes trying not to get lost in then, then I finally catch myself and says " I'm so so so sorry sara, I know I've been difficult, but like I said before, it's just been a really long week, but yeah ofc I know I can talk to you no matter what, it's just hard to put what I'm feeling into words sometimes"
I see her look at me and I could tell she has her thinking face on because she always has this adorable pout with her eyebrows furrowed while she thinks.
As I anxiously wait for her to say something, she finally turns to me and says " I understand babe, I know we haven't dating for all that long and we're only in high school so I'm all for us taking it slow, it's just that....."
I see her all her confidence suddenly drop and I all I see is the look of fear on her face, so I immediately take my hand out of hers and place a soft kiss onto her lips. I see her finally relax into the kiss so I pulled back after a while, and said...
Ava: " just what sara?? Come on, no secrets remember? Whatever you say, won't change how I feel about you so you can say it." I tried to reassure her a little cuz I could tell she was nervous
Sara: "....it's just that no matter how hard I try, I can't help but fall in love with you more and more each and every day, honestly I know it's soon but I really really love you and your the best thing to ever happen to me, and it's ok if you don't feel the same yet, I just needed to get that off my chest, cu...."
I pull her into a kiss that is way more passionate that our previous kiss....we just sat there for a few minutes kissing each other passionately and enjoying the other's company.
I finally decide to say something.... " i love u too" I look to see Sara looking back at me with wide eyes
Sara: " You don't have to say it just because you feel like I pressured you into saying it ,you know?"
Ava: " I know, I've been thinking about it for a while and it's really been bothering me cuz I figured bc It was so soon you would not feel the same way, that's why I've been kinda distant and distracted lately, I was just trying to push down those feelings and thoughts but now I know you felt the same way, it kind of makes me feel better and not like a total idiot and creeper...."
I hadn't even realized that I was rambling until I heard Sara chuckle lightly and say..
Sara: " babe, your rambling"
I feel my cheeks and ears go red as I hear Sara say " omg, ur so adorable, I love you so much"
I immediately look up, blushing and said the words I never imagined saying...
Ava: " I love you more"
Sara: " not possible, babe"
We just sat there wrapped in each other's arms just thinking about how lucky we got.
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