(f.s.t;l)

[0ne]-|Friendship|

I haven't lived for long,

But as I grow day by day I learn.

Either fast or slow I still do,

I've learned what hurt me the most.

My weakness; everyone have their own weakness, you're not alone don't worry.

I've came to learnt that my weakness was,

Having a very soft spot for people,

And in the end they are the ones that

Usually hurt me...

The pain is unbearable,

Loosing a friendship I adore.

It hurts a lot...

A person I you normally talk to,

Now turn into a stranger.

Someone I used to look into the eyes and tells me what they're thinking.

But now I can no longer read what going on.

I no longer understand that person,

They've changed. So did I.

There's is no one to blame,

There's alway a reason why someone left.

Sometimes if you're lucky enough,

The reason is told.

But if luck isn't on your side then,

You'll have to drown in guilt, self-hate and many more.

For loosing a friendship in a blink of an eye.

You'll no longer make sense,

But don't worry.

It'll will only be like that for a short span of time...

But it will hurt,

like a lot but you and I,

We will get through this.

Remember there's a whole life ahead of us.

We will meet new people,

But they will all eventually leave.

And we can't do anything to make them stay,

then we will suffer again.

But remember we aren't the only ones,

The person who left us might also be suffering.

You can be selfish but keep that in mind.

But in the end, everyone have a different story,

Everyone's story is different.

But mine...

The other person also suffered.

But the reason wasn't told yet.

Or maybe never.

But I was hurt mercilessly,

She was too...

I can't blame her

I didn't have the heart to be mad at her

or even hate her.

Because she was my everything,

The one who was there when I was dying.

The person who tried her best to understand me,

The person who comforts me, even when she's miles away.

She have the ability to make me smile through my tears.

Never have I doubt her ability,

She can own the world if she wanted too.

She held the light of the galaxy in her hand,

I don't deserve her as a friend.

She's to perfect to be friend with someone like me,

But she still came back after leaving...

no matter what happen,

I'll still be waiting for her here.

Just comeback whenever you want

I'll be waiting 😁

-(f.l.t:s)