(f.s.t;l)

Us

No one in this world could possibly understand our situation and the circumstances we're in... It's been one hella ride of a roller coaster. It's tiring sometimes, but honestly speaking i've never thought of giving up on us :)
From just suddenly clicked as a friend to a bestfriend...and then learning about each other to gradually realising the mutual feelings we have for one another. It's such a clichè cycle but, our's isn't as smooth as most people's story is... It have been the most memorable yet such a bittersweet situation to be in. I won't talk about her feelings because, it isn't my feelings so...we'll wait for her to speak :)
But...I love her, she makes me the happiest just with her voice, smile...well literally everything she do makes me smile. The fact she can handle me is already so special, because i'm probably one of the most stubborn person you'll know but then my baby sure it more stubborn ehehe. I'm a broken kid, so a majority of times i spend is up in my head lost in thoughts...and i would say i'm very pessimistic, which thank you dear god for making this person come into my life...
She didn't just slowly heal a broken kid, she saved the kid's life...and I thank god everyday for i to have her by my side.
I'm very bad with trying to explain what i feel but i try too, just so that person know i genuinely love them...it hurts doesn't it? Not being able to text or call or legit talk at all, of course it does...but then we're going to endure it right...? Because we surely are going to meet again...right? And by then I swear I will never let you go again. Never.
I love you my Jumbo, a lot... and until we meet again <3 so take care and stay safe...