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chantelconnors; in NYC for an NY min🗽
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Heybigmike; hey you made it to the NYC level of the simulation how is it.
X_ace_family_fanpage_X: we love you 🥺
Catherinapaiz; my girl 🥺❤️
Chantelconnors; @catherinepaiz I miss my girls when I get back can we go on a lunch date me you and Elle?
(This is "back then" before Alaïa was born)
Catherinepaiz; lunch date it is babe text me when you're coming back to LA @chantelconnors
Chantelandbillie; wait.. Billies in NY right now.. 😨
billieeilish; glad I picked that outfit out 🥵🍑
chantelconnors; stop 😘😝 and yes we went to NYC together I had a job there and she has a concert here in NY.^^ @billieeilish
Loganpaul; when are we meeting up? @chantelconnors
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billieeilish: 🤬🤬🤬
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billiejoearmstrong; orange is the new Billie
Melii; drop gawd ❤️😍
ilomilojay; I love you
billieeilish; I love you @ilomilojay
chantelconnors; cant wait to see you perform pop star 🥺🤯
billieeilish; babe 🥺 ^
chantelandbillie; y'all are such good friends
chantelconnors; she's a baby we protect her at all costs 😘 @billieeilishBillies POV
I'm so excited to perform in New York tonight I love New York. Chantel is with me she's been really helping me with how my mental state has been lately I really appreciate her coming to New York with me I wanna ask her if she'll come on the rest of the tour with me. I really hope she says yes because I really need her.
We've been really close lately and I don't wanna jeopardize our relationship.
She's walking over to me right now and i just got the sudden urge to hug her and kiss her but I really don't want to do that but my body does.
When I see her in the crowd tonight I don't know what I'm gonna do I'm just gonna be a smiling mess. She's gonna be with my mom in the crowd so she's not alone.
I'm happy she's here with me I probably would've had panic attacks like crazy. She's been helping me suppress my anxiety and keeping my mind off the negative shit.
I'm really happy I met her and became friends with her I don't know where I'd be without Chantel Taleen Connors.
We're backstage in my green room getting ready to have me perform Chantel is sitting next to me and talking to me about how she's excited to see me perform.
"This show is gonna be amazing bils don't worry I don't want you to stress please don't hurt your ankle again I'm really worried about your legs after this I want you to rest take a bath or something that helps you relax, I know you're in pain" she says softly rubbing my thigh. "I know I'm gonna try and do the best I can and then after I promise I'll rest my legs" I say. She nods and kisses my cheek as my manager comes and tells me it's time. I get up and walk out the door hugging Chantel and my mom and dad and high fiving Finneas as we walk onto stage as I stand there with the white screen behind me ready to go crazy. (Me typing that made me feel some type of way cause seeing her standing there before bad guy plays is a completely different feeling it's amazing). I start jumping like a maniac while singing bad guy hearing the crowd go insane makes my shin splint pain worth it just for that moment. It makes me feel so close to them as I'm jumping on the stage they're doing the same thing while singing to my songs.
It was close to the end as I sit down on the chair in the middle of the stage as I give my speech and when the party's over plays as I look over I see chantel and as I'm singing I just stare at her not being able to take my eyes off her. She's smiling at me like an idiot and so am I, that's when I realized I'm falling for Chantel Connors. (AHH) I say my goodbyes to my babies and give them all air hugs telling them I love them as I walk off stage as my song goodbye ends.Chantel's POV
As I watched Billie perform I just stand there in awe of how amazing she is on stage hearing her beautiful voice. Seeing her jump on stage made me smile and laugh it makes me so happy. I love seeing this girl happy she doesn't even understand the love and respect I have for her. I'm so proud of my best friend she was staring at me while singing when the party's over and I couldn't help but smile at her. Honestly I had a feeling in my stomach I've never felt before it made me feel a different way then I've ever felt for anyone. I think I'm in love with Billie Eilish. Yes the Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell. I can't wait to be able to say it out loud not only to her but to everyone.
She comes off stage as I walk to her and she hugs me tightly saying "thank you for making me smile" I smile "of course bils there won't ever be a time where I won't make you smile" as I kiss her cheek and she goes into the green room to have her time alone after the concert. She has time alone by herself to think and just chill for a few minutes before leaving. About 30 minutes pass and she comes out of the room grabbing my hand walking to the bus as we get in spending the rest of the night together.
•billie's pov•
Chantel has been kissing my cheek a lot... I like it. I've never had this many butterflies in my stomach. not actual butterflies because I'm vegan, but you know what I mean.
I really want to ask he to be my girlfriend. We've been spending so much time together, I even held her hand earlier.
I'm nervous she doesn't feel the same.
I don't want to ruin what we have.
•Chantel's POV•
I can't stop thinking about how billie held my hand earlier, was it like a "I want to date you" hand hold or a "I'm thankful for you" hand hold.
I would be happy with either one, but I'd be especially happy if it was the first one. I want to ask her to be my girlfriend, but what if she doesn't feel the same?
I don't want to ruin what we have.
•the next day•
•Billie's pov•
*5:00am*
I wake up to Chantel asleep next to me, if I'm being honest, she's the most beautiful person I have ever seen. I can't seem to take my eyes off of her.
I'm going to do it today.
I'm going to ask Chantel Connors to be my girlfriend.
*7:00am*
I fell back asleep for a couple of hours. Chantel is in the bathroom brushing her teeth. I get up out of bed. Usually we get up at the same time, but today I was just so tired. "Good morning, I didn't want to wake you up. You seemed so peaceful." She said with a look of aww on her face. (That of course Billie didn't notice). I forgot to mention, i decorated the house while Chantel was sleeping with roses and chocolates and a bunch of bouquets of flowers and a card and a teddy bear and a necklace waiting for her in the living room with a big huge sign on the ground outside in the backyard that says "will you be my girlfriend" on it, corny I know but i'm so scared I really hope she says yes.
"Chantel come here mama" I call to her as she walks into the room I motion for her to turn around as I put a blindfold over her eyes. "It's a surprise mama" I whisper in her ear and help her walk to the living room, the whole time she and I both have a smile on our faces. I lead her to wear all the flowers and chocolates are and take off her blindfold as she looks around in utter amazement. She gasps as she sees everything and looks at me and looks back at everything and smiles that beautiful smile that I love. I grab her hand as she squeezes mine and hugs me and kisses my cheek. "What's all this for bil?" she asked eagerly, I smile and walk her to the backyard as I cover her eyes again with the blindfold and tell her to wait there as I walk around the sign. "Open your eyes babygirl" I say nervously as she does and looks at me holding a huge bouquet of flowers and she looks down and sees the sign and looks back up at me and smiles so wide and I can see her eyes tear up as she walks over to me engulfing me in a huge hug and kisses my cheeks over and over again. "Billie Eilish I would love to be your girlfriend" she says happily and I pick her up spinning her around and I hug her tightly as she wraps her legs around my waist as she looks down at me and kisses me like her life depends on it as I kiss her back and put her down to bring her inside as she goes over to all the stuff I bought her and looks at it all in admiration. "thank you for all of this bil it's amazing, you're my girlfriend and I am the happiest person right now" as she hugs me again and kisses me and grabs the chocolate covered strawberries and feeds me one as she laughs and eats the rest of it.
I get to finally call Chantel Connors my girlfriend and I couldn't be happier, I am happier than ever and I couldn't imagine spending quarantine with anyone else. I get to stay at her house with her while this is all going down so we can spend a lot of time together. This girl means the world to me, we end the night by kissing and cuddling and watching her favorite movie, this is how I want to spend the rest of my life, just like this in pure bliss.
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