I'm not weak (Deanxreader)

I'm sorry

Quick A/n: I put (00) for age bc I honestly don't know what to put. What should I put there? Let me know. I also put f/f for favorite flower as a fake name

~Dean's POV~

Sammy united me from the chair. I need to get to Y/n, I need to make sure she's okay. I don't care if she hates me or not, I don't care if I'm in pain. I screwed up. I know that. I just need to make sure she's okay, even if she really breaks up with me. But Sam and Cass stopped me. 

"Don't, not yet..." Cas mumbled to me. I didn't say anything. I just stood there, looking at Y/n as she tackled the demon to the ground. 

"This is the last time you ever touch me." She said. And that was it. She stabbed the demon. Y/n didn't have any emotion in her eyes, she looked tired though. Like she hasn't slept for a few days.

Is that my fault..?

"Y/n?" I said. Closely walking towards her. She looked at me...but I couldn't tell if she was mad at me. There was no emotion. As I got a bit closer, she threw the knife, stabbing the dead demon. It surprised me. I didn't think she had it in her. She did it with no remorse... She then started to sway back and forth, her eyes began to shut closed. I ran up to her, catching her before she fell. 

"Y/n? Y/n? Stay with me." I pleaded. She didn't say anything, she just looked at me before closing her eyes. I put my hand on her head and felt something warm. Blood...

"Guys...she's bleeding." I said as I showed them my hand. 

"We need to go." Sam said. 

"But the car's at the bar." I said, freaking out. 

"No, we got it, c' mon before she bleeds out." Sam said. I quickly picked her up and we walked out of the barn. I don't care that my arms and legs are bleeding, she needs to be okay...

"You guys drive. I'll stay in the back with Y/n." I said as I opened the back door and went in, careful to not hurt Y/n. I can't help but think this is my fault...

"You're gonna be fine, Y/n..." I said, brushing her hair out of her face. She looks so tired...I can't really get over that. Or her...

"We need to take her to the hospital." Sam said as he closed the driver's door and started the car. 

"Y/n told me her necklace heals any wounds, why would we need to take her to a hospital?" Cas asked.

"We don't know how bad the damage is..." Sam explained. 

"Just go before she bleeds out!" I shouted. Sam looked back at me then started the car.

"I'm sorry Baby Girl..." I whispered. If I didn't go out drinking...If I didn't think she used me as a rebound...if I didn't kiss that bitch...everything would've been fine. But something was off.

"How did Y/n know the demon?" I said as I brushed a thumb against her cheek. I didn't get an answer.

"Sam, how did they know each other?" I asked again.

"I-It's best if she tells you..." Sam said.

"Oh, so you know and not me? That's wonderful..." I asked, pissed Y/n only told Sam.

"She didn't tell you because she didn't want you to pity her, Dean! She didn't want to tell you because that would add on to a list of things you make fun of her! what happened the last time she told you something personal? You scared her off!" Sam snapped. I was shocked. I guess he does have a point. God, why do I always screw up everything?! The rest of the drive was quiet. We finally pulled up to a hospital. Sam and Cas helped me get Y/n out. We ran up to the ER. I held Y/n in my arms tightly.

"WE NEED A DOCTOR OVER HERE!" I shouted as we ran in. A bunch of nurses and doctors ran to us, seeing the blood all over my arms and Y/n unconscious. A doctor took Y/n out of my hands and put her on a stretcher. My arms screamed in pain. But Y/n was more important.

"What happened?" A nurse asked. 

"Uh, motorcycle accident. She fell off and hit her head." I tried explaining as we followed them to wherever the hell they were taking my girl.

"How old is the patient?" The nurse asked

"(00)" Sam said.

"What's her name?" Another nurse asked.

"F/f Page." I said, making up the name on the spot. 

"Where the hell are they taking her?!" I asked as they stopped us. 

"Were taking her to the surgery room. We need to know if there's any swelling in the brain." The nurse explained

"Let us see her!" I said as I tried to follow her. But the nurses stopped me.

"Sir I need you to calm down." One of the nurses said.

"Does she have family?" One of the nurses asked.

"No, her parents died. I'm...her husband. These two are my brothers." I pointed to Sam and Cas. The nurse looked at my arms and gasped.

"Sir, your bleeding. You help as well." She said. 

"W-what? No, just go help her, please!" I shouted as I tried looking for Y/n.

"I'm sorry sir, but we'll need to tend to your wounds." The nurse said. 

"Just go, we'll tell you if she's is okay." Sam told me, giving me those damn puppy eyes

"Alright...fine." I said. The nurse dragged me to another room.