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"Harry what the hell is wrong with you?" I asked angrily. "Do you seriously have the nerve to do crack in front of me? What the actual-"
"Stop. Just fucking stop it (Y/n)! Your making my head hurt." Harry cut me off as he rubbed his temples. I didn't care if his head hurt or not. He was slowly killing himself with his new addiction, even after I had talked to him about it.
"You promised you would stop Harry, for me." I whispered. I couldn't help the tear that fell from my eye. What he did hurt. He promised he would stop so that I would still be with him, so that we would stay together.
"It helps, okay." He grumbled while pulling the blanket over his head. He was laying down in his bed, sulking in his own filth.
"I should help. I should be enough." I said while raising my voice. "I'm sorry, but if you continue this we are over."
Harry quickly took the blanket from off his head to look at me with wide eyes. He shook his head rapidly before stopping.
"Then go. Your a waste of my time anyway."
I stood there shocked. How could he? I thought he loved me, or at least cared. I stood by his side even while he did this because I wanted to give him a chance, and I had given him dozens of chances before.
"You disgust me." I spat through gritted teeth. I stormed out of his mess of a room and made sure to slam the door behind me.
Running down the stairs and out of his house, I could feel warm tears flowing down my cheeks. I was beyond hurt. I loved Harry so much and he obviously couldn't see that. I hate seeing him like this, and instead he dismisses me when I try to help.
I had no idea where to go. I felt lost. I was off today from doing any work, but I couldn't go anywhere so that I was alone. My house was holding ten other girls, so that was definitely off the list.
So instead, I walked around aimlessly. I mostly stayed out of where I know everyone would be. I enjoyed it though. It was fall and the orange and brown leaves littered the ground. It felt calm, something I hadn't felt in a long time through all the chaos.
I noticed a nearby bench underneath a tree. I made my way over to it and sat down. It was facing the woods that seemed to be never ending.
I sighed to myself as my mind went back to Harry. I felt more tears begging to come out, but I pushed them down unwillingly. If he couldn't love me the way I did him, he wasn't worth my tears.
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Hours had passed as I sat there on the bench, lost in my thoughts. There was nothing for me to do anyways. Plus, I felt as if I hadn't had this much alone time in ages. With all the chaos going on and more to come, I hadn't realized how much I didn't want to be around anyone here.
"(Y/n)?" I heard a voice call from afar. I knew it was Harry right away, but I stayed frozen in my position hoping he'd take the hint and leave.
"(Y/n) we really need to talk. I know I fucked up, but I need you." Harry's voice broke slightly. This time he was closer and I could see him out of my peripheral vision. I sighed as I turned to look at him.
"Are you going to still act like a jerk or have you finally grown up? Because you obviously don't want to waste your time anymore, right? Isn't that what you said?"
Harry looked taken back before running his hands through his hair in defeat. I could tell he was on the verge of saying what he wanted to say, but he didn't. And that was his problem. He kept everything bubbled up in him.
"(Y/n)." He began as he sat next to me. "I fucked up so badly. I meant none of what I said. I do need you, and I was too fucking stupid to not see that. When you left I felt like such a dick, and I probably am. But you deserve to know that I love you, and everything that you've done for me means a lot. And I had no excuse to say that to you, but here I am apologizing because I care about you. About us."
Once Harry finished, I let his words sink in. I was happy he came to apologize, and I didn't want to push him away because that was the last thing that he needed.
So I kissed him.
Harry immediately kissed back while pulling me closer to him. I missed this. I missed us.
As the kiss deepened and are lungs would soon need oxygen, we both pulled apart. I was panting slightly as Harry grinned at me.
"I love you (Y/n)." Harry said while placing a soft kiss on my forehead.
"I love you too."
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