NaruSasu - Just Us, Just Us Alone

Ch. 3

!WARNING! |
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SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, IF YOU DON'T LIKE, PLEASE DO NOT READ!

~To Naruto, but 3rd person~

After that announcement, Naruto, was just down, he was disappointed that he was with Sasuke, he was, REALLY, Happy about being with, Sakura, but he was too down to talk to her.

He feels as if no one even likes him, he was used to it, but, deep down, he was afraid that, that would be true.

He thinks he likes Sakura, and he confesses, but instead of just saying she doesn't have feels for him, she just hits him, which, she shouldn't do, AND SHOULD BE TAUGHT A LESSON!

But when it comes to Sasuke, he doesn't know what to think, he doesn't know if he can say he likes him, but he also doesn't know if he should say he hates him, and so he just calls him his rival.

And the others, he doesn't really think they like him, because Naruto makes a big scene, causing everyone to just dislike him, and there's the 9 tails, but it's really not his fault he has it, he didn't make the choice, and it's not like HE, Naruto, tried destroying, the village, and he's the reason why the people are still alive.

But as a thank you, they have to be mean? Rude? Treat him badly? No, they shouldn't do that, making a kid feel like a piece of shit? Wouldn't that mean they, the people in the village, are the bad people?

Like what if he were to do suicide? What would happen to the 9 tails? Who would you blame it on? The people in the village better be happy, because he's strong, and knows he shouldn't do that, or is he?

You see, you'll never know, unless, there acting strange, mysterious, but, what if you don't notice anything off? Well they still could be doing something, like, cuts? Suicide thoughts? And much more, this is why, people should stop what they do, it can be really painful, and when they get depression, they just randomly think things, become insane, things can get in there head, leading to suicide.

Naruto, wasn't thinking straight, you see he had different things in his mind, he felt lots and lots of pain, in his heart, 'Will I always feel this lonely? Will I ever feel loved? If... I were to go missing...... Would people miss me? Or am I nothing?'

"Am I just a piece of shit?" Naruto whispered.

'I don't know, are you?'

"Wait, who said that?"

'Stop talking out loud, people are gonna think you're crazy,'

'What do you mean, and who are you, who am I talking to?"

'Hmm, I wonder... I don't know,'

'WHAT DO YOU MEAN!'

'Hmm, have you ever heard of, you know...'

'No, I don't know,'

'Well, have you ever thought about doing, suicide?'

'Not really, I mean do I need to?'

'Everyone dies, so what would it matter to just die earlier than you're supposed to?'

'I don't know, but wouldn't people like to explore, learn, and everything else, before dying?'

'Well at this state, what are you going to do, you have NO friends, they don't trust you to leave the village, you feel like crap, so, what are you going to do? Just stay like this? You don't even have to die, just get a blade,'

'Wait, what do you mean?'

'ugh, you don't understand anything, what I mean is, you could get a blade, and cut your wrists, you know one of your, what would you call him, hmm, friends? Hahaha, but he did cuts, and I think he might still be doing it, I think the last time he did it was, hmm, yesterday?'

"WAIT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT SASUKE?"

'Keep. it. down. And who else would I be talking about, he is the only real person who talks to you am I right? And I think, deep down in your heart, you want Sasuke to LOVE you, am I wrong?'

'No, that can't be true, he's so rude!'

'Well, isn't everyone, counting, Sakura, yet, you think you like her, but I know, you don't, you just want the attention,'

'I don't understand, if I were to just want attention, why would I pretend I like Sakura, when I could just like Sasuke?'

'Thats the thing, you know, if you were to like Sasuke, like you pretended to like Sakura, he wouldn't give you any of the attention, he would probably get annoyed, because you see the way he feels when he's being bothered, and you don't want to be a burden, and get in the way, because he already has to deal with the girls, also leading less time with him, causing him to pay no attention to you, but to the girls,'

'Oh, but Saku-'

'And with Sakura, you knew that she'd at least pay a little attention, even though you knew she liked Sasuke, but when you got it the first time you confessed, you knew she'd be the one to pay attention, see all you wanted was that attention, not even paying attention to what you REALLY wanted, and that was Sasuke,'

'Ewww, that's cringy, didn't think I'd be cringy,'

'Yeah, I have to hear a lot of weird things you think,'

'Oh, I'm sorry,'

'aren't you going to make sure Sasuke's okay?'

"HUH, YOU'RE RIGHT, I ALMOST FORGOT," Leading everyone's eye's on Naruto.

'Ugh, I told you to keep it down, and stop blurting everything out,"

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A/N
Ugh, I made a long chapter! About 900 words, I usually get to 1,000, I always did that with my first fan-fic, which was a BakuTodo, but yeah, did you like this chapter? And should I keep going, I haven't really posted anything these past couple of days, and that's because I was thinking of quiting this book, but I don't know, it just seems as if no one likes it, but I guess I did just start it, but whatever, if you think I should keep going, please tell me!