To all the people I don't like // Markhyuck

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|I had failed and now he was paying for my actions.|

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--Donghyuck--

Even if I was supposed to enjoy this moment, I quickly realized the incident that had happened prior. I still didn't find the right mindset to forget it, nor accept. As my thoughts were flooding me I gently pressed my hand up to his chest, pushing him away slightly to give me more space. "I'm sorry I--" I started, stumbling over my words "I just need more time". I said, knowing Mark would understand but he looked a bit dazed.

"Hyuck," he started "I like you and you like me...then why are we making it so complicated-"

"Because I'm scared" I interrupted him "scared that you'll let me fall like everyone else will" I finished, now looking down at the ground. He nodded, standing in front of me, silent and hurt almost. "I'm so sorry" I said and walked past him, not even looking back for one second.

~•~

Tears were streaming down my cheecks as I was walking back to my house.
I knew that I liked him and he seemed to actually like me as well. I just couldn't bring myself to fully admit it yet, but now I was cold, walking home and cursing myself endlessly.
I cursed under my breath as the sky filled with stars, giving me a little bit of light to see what was surrounding me.

My vision was blurry, tears streaming down endlessly as I turned the corner, stumbling off the sidewalk and onto the streets.
The bright lights and the loud noise that approached me made me turn my gaze before everything went black. Just some muffled voices and endless pain that followed before everything...was gone.

~•~

--Mark--

I was laying in bed, looking up at the ceiling as I tried to get this night off of my mind. I had ruined it, ruined the relationship I had with Donghyuck in the first place and ruined this night for the both of us. I sighed deeply, now turning to the side before turning to the other side.
For what felt like forever I was tossing and turning in my bed, waiting for a comfortable position.
As I was finally comfortable and drifting off to a deep sleep...my phone turned on.

I opened one eye, cursing my phone before I sat up and looked.
Jisung was calling me, which was unusual, also considering the fact that he'd never call me, nor at this time.

I wasn't going to lie, I was slightly bothered, as the call ended.
It was a moment of pure darkness as my phone turned off.

Silence.
Darkness.

Then my phone turned on again, bright light coming from it once more.
Jisung, again.

This time I picked up, hearing the voice of a distresses Jisung on the other end.
To say the least, he wasn't making even the slightest bit of sense.

"J-Jisung, what are you saying?" I interrupted his rambling as silence fell on the other end. "Jisung?" I asked, worried about why his voice so suddenly died down.

"Hyuck is in the hospital" he said, calm but with a weird sense of sadness in his voices. It all faded. Everything was blurry, Jisung's voice, my room, my thoughts. "He got into a car accident a few hours ago...I'm now at the hospital" he said, making me snap back, even if I was still trapped in a state of confusion.

"Is he going to be okay?" I asked, getting another long pause. "Jisung, he's going to be okay, right?".

"He doesn't remember" Jisung said, stopping me from saying anything further.

"W-what do you mean"

"He doesn't remember this day...this week...this month...he forgot" he spoke, making me fall silent. "He doesn't remember...you" he said, as tears now filled my eyes.

"W-what..." I mumbled, not knowing what to say, but Jisung did the rest of the talking.

"He doesn't remember your name, he doesn't really know who you are" he said, clearing his throat, signing that he has been crying "I showed him some photo's but he doesn't seem to understand...nor does he know who you are in his life". Tears started falling as I simply stared ahead, not taking in any much more information. "Sorry Mark" I heard, before the phone dropped out of my hand.

I felt weak, like my clothes were pulling me down. I felt guilty, as my stomach tossed and turned.

I had failed.

And now he was paying for my actions.