The Boy Next Door (a Nash Grier Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Nash-

The kiss begins to grow more intense. I slide my tongue over her lips, asking for entrance. She accepts. Our tongues are sliding against each other's in a battle. We move to the back of the car and lay down with her on top of me. Kayla tugs at my shirt. She wants it off. She moves slightly off of me and I pull my shirt off and throw it in to the front seat of the car. We begin making out again and then Kayla's lips slowly move down my neck, giving me small pecks. She moves back up to my lips. I kiss all the way down to her chest.

We're going to far. We can't do this yet. Not here. Not in the car. We've only been officially together for a day. I gently push Kayla off of me.

"What's wrong?" She asks me with a concerned tone.

"We haven't been together for very long. We should wait. We don't even have a condom. We can't do this."

"Yeah. You're right.. sorry." She looks down.

"Hey," I tilt her head to look at me, "there's nothing to be sorry about."

I put my shirt back on and then I give her a sweet kiss on the cheek and we move back to our seats in the front. I start the engine and drive Kayla home.

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Kayla-

I almost made a huge mistake tonight. I almost had sex with Nash. In a car. Without protection. How could I be so stupid?

I'm lucky that I have a good boyfriend that stops things before they go too far and doesn't just care about the sex.

I say goodnight to my parents and go upstairs to my room. I get on my pajamas and crawl straight into bed. I'm exhausted. Today has been a very eventful day.

I go to sleep thinking about how terrible tomorrow will be. School, and school means Harry.

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I get to school and go to my locker quickly, hoping to avoid being insulted or made fun of by anyone. Of course a girl stops me on my way. She's tall, black hair, tall black boots and a pencil skirt. Very intimidating.

"Where do you think you're going, you disgusting piece of trash?" She glares at me and continues, "I know all about how you had sex with your dad. You really are a freak," She laughs at me and walks away.

There goes my plan to not be insulted or made fun of by anyone.

I continue to walk to my locker and I'm fortunately not stopped by anyone. I grab my books and close my locker. Immediately after I close my locker and turn around, Harry is standing there. Shit.

He gives me a dirty smirk and punches me in the stomach. I let out a grunt. Damn that hurts.

"The world would be a much better place without ugly freaks like you," He walks away leaving me in pain. Physically, emotionally and mentally. I need to go home. I can't take anymore of this today. I've already been called trash, ugly, a freak, and told that the world would be better off without me.

I put my books back in my locker quickly and run through the hallways and go outside. I slide down against the wall and to the ground. I put my head in my hands. I don't want to cry.

Kayla, stop. Don't cry. You're stronger than this.

You know what? I'm not strong. I'm weak. I'm letting what people say about me get to me.

Maybe the world would be better off without me.

Suddenly, my phone buzzes. I have a message.

"Big Booty Nash: R u not here? I'm back at school today and ur not in class.."

"Me: I'm not feeling well. Went home early. Love u tho."

I turn off my phone and get in my car and drive home. I go to my room and find a pencil sharpener and a screw driver. I want the blade. I need the blade.

I unscrew the blade and pop it out. I go to my bathroom with the blade. I hold the blade to my wrist. I make a deep and fast cut.

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A/N - I think this chapter was actually really good. It was very eventful. I had an emotional time writing it because I have experience with some of the stuff that I'm writing about. I'm currently struggling with cutting and trying to get clean. I've been clean for about a week. I know it's not much, but it's a lot for me.

I like having my account anonymous so I feel like I can share personal things and not be judged or anything. It's a good feeling.

Anyway, hope you liked the chapter! Don't forget to comment suggestions/feedback and vote(: