Hello you said you're there for me
To protect me
To keep me away from doing mistakes
Which would make me hate myself again
But where have you been
When I needed you the most
You feel like a ghost
I feel like talking to the air
I needed you but you haven't been there
For me
To keep me away from doing dumb shit
Ey it's triggering you know?
Triggering me
Letting me fall again
Deep deep in this black hole called my mind
My innerself, my inner demon
A dumb bitch
Doing dumb shit
Keeping myself alive through pain
But crying alone in the rain
So where's the so called ghost
That protect me from what
I like doing the most
From hurting myself
From throwing myself
Right into the that shit
That keeps ripping
Me, myself, my soul
YOU ARE READING
Texts & Thoughts
PuisiWhenever my mind feels just to full I'm starting to write down what I think and feel (or not feel) I try to give the person who reads these texts the emotion I feel in that situation I hope you enjoy these little poems, texts or whatever they are
