My Guardian Angel

Prologue

My name is Angel Crawlfer. I'm just a normal girl that goes to a normal school with friends, family, a boyfriend that all surround me; but it isn't always happiness and joy. I carry around a lot of pain, guilt, and suffering; it's all from one terrible day that happened on November 30th, 2005.
I know what you all are thinking. another love story or another tragic story with no happy ending, but your wrong. My story has love, pain, passion, heartbreak, happiness, and a little bit of sadness along the way. I'm telling you a story worth dying for.
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I wake up to my alarm going off at 7am sharp. Getting out of my bed, all I hear is loud noises coming downstairs from my parents.

"Thomas, we can't tell her not right now, when she has her whole future ahead of her. everything is meant to happen for a reason remember. We are suppose to let her figure it out on her own." my mother was speaking soft but not quiet enough.

"Yes we made the deal with Bella years ago Laura how could I forget, but that's our daughter upstairs not Bella's or anyone else's child, ours. how can you just let this happen!"

"Keep your voice down or she'll hear you. I know she's our daughter but we did this for her  own good because this is in her blood. It's in my blood but I gave it up for you and to protect her. This was how it was always suppose to be and we have to let it happen now. It was the deal."

I walked slowly to the bathroom and closed the door. Looking at myself in the mirror I thought to myself "what could they possibly be talking about? who's Bella? what's suppose to happen?".

"Laura we have to tell her."

"Tell her she's a white angel? We can't. That was the deal. This is all my fault, part white angels just don't exist. The reason they don't exist is because their mind and body has so much power that can lean them towards dark angel or white angel. Both are so very powerful Thomas. If your born a white angel you will always have the white power and same goes for dark; but if your born into a family that half angel and half mortal or anything else your more vulnerable to the power of both sides. I should of never let this happen."

"This isn't your fault. We fell in love, all we wanted was to be happy that's all that mattered."

"The reason why Lucas died was the dark angel magic in him, it was because of us."

"You don't know that for sure if that's what took him."

"Yes I do. He was so innocent and the magic took over his body, next thing I knew he was gone. Now our daughter is also in danger because of us."

Trying not let it get to me I quickly got dressed, slide my eyeliner on with mascara, combed my long brown hair and swiftly walked out the door and into the kitchen. "you two ready to go?". I stared at both my parents, acting as if I didn't hear them 30 minutes prior.

I slide my headphones into my ears once in the car just to drown out the noise of the city and them talking since it seemed very important.
I was my parents only child, they had another one before I was even born but something terrible happened to him. They never tell me about him even though I have asked multiple times, especially when I was young; I gave up asking because I never got any answers. The only answer was his name. Lucas. I have always wanted to know what happened to him and why they won't tell me about him. There has to be a reason why they always hide things from me. to protect me? to keep some secret they have hidden? phone vibrates in my hand as West pops up. Seeing this gives me a smile for the first time today. Weston Phillips, my boyfriend; We have known each other since we were kids. We didn't always get along he was the jock and I was into arts. When my parents started getting into arguments all the time and his mom passing away that's when we started to get close. We needed each other.

"Hey!", smiling as I picked up.

"How much longer till your here I gotta show you something, you're gonna love it! Has to do with a painting." his voice was so soothing and always calmed me down.

"We are almost up to the bridge, I'll be there very soon." smiling as he knows how much art means to me.

"Okay, I love you Angel."

"I love you West. bye."

We've been together for 3 years but known each other for 10. My mother turned around in the seat in front of me. My smile faded from the conversation I just had with West as I looked at her.

"Angel, just know hunny I have always loved you through everything. There is a little blue and green notebook in my safe at home. The code is Lucas you'll find almost everything you need in there for answers."
Just as she finished our car was hit head on with another vehicle. The air was sucked out of my lungs when glass flew at my face. Screams escaped my lips as our car rolled a couple times, we were flung off the bridge and into the lake. All I saw was complete blackness.