Back To You

19

"So what'd you want to talk about babe?" FP asked as he stripped down to his boxers and slipped in bed beside her. She immediately curled up to his side and laid her head on his chest.

"I just wanted to apologize, I should have believed you. It's just, you know I have trust issues and things from my past. I hear these voices in my head telling me I don't deserve this, I don't deserve to be loved, to be happy, to have a family because I never had one and I just-" Her words cut off because she started sobbing.

FP could feel the tears on his chest and he leaned down to look at Alice, lifting a finger to tilt her head up so she would look at him.

"Alice, I don't have a family either, I haven't seen my mom since I was like 7, and I have no idea where Senior is, not that he gives a shit about me anyways. I swore that whenever I found the person I was meant to be with, I would love them with everything I had and would do anything for them, and I am very serious about that, that's why it was important for me to be in Charles life, and yours, when I was deployed I would write Fred all the time, and I would always ask him how you were doing, and if another guy had come and swept you off your feet because when I came back I was planning on apologizing to you and hoping you'd forgive me. Having Charles is just someone else to love as much as I love you and I don't think my heart could ever feel more full."

His words just made her start crying more. He leaned down to give her a kiss.

"I need you FP."

"You have me baby."

She just shook her head and sat up and went to straddle his lap.

"You don't understand Jonesy, I need you.." She said grinding on him.

"Al, I don't want to take advantage of you."

"You're not. Please FP."

He gripped her hips and dragged her along him for a few moments before leaning in to give her a thorough kiss.

She whimpered against his lips and took her hands to pull at his boxers.

"Need something baby?"

"Take these off FP." She demanded.

She sat up and let him pull his boxers off before slipping down on him and letting the pleasure take over.

They finished and she rolled off of him and sank down onto the bed beside him.

"How is it always so good and hot?" She asked him while trying to regulate her breathing.

"We're meant to be together babe, trust me, and I'm not just saying this but you're the best sex I've ever had, because we actually love each other."

"I wouldn't know, I've only been with you. But I can't imagine anyone else."

She got up to go pee quietly so she wouldn't wake Charles. She walked back in the room and peaked at his monitor to make sure he was still asleep, and slipped back into bed beside FP not bothering to get dressed.

"Night baby."

"Night Jonesy."