Hidden Cries

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Katsuki's P.O.V.

I looked around at the robots that surrounded me. I let off huge explosions at each of them while dodging their attacks. After each explosion my head began to hurt a little more, adding on to the already severe headache I had. Soon there was only one robot left and my muscles were aching from the booming explosions. My head was pounding violently as it felt as if it were heating up. I let out a noise as I shot another explosion, yet I heard nothing. My ears began to ring and sting in pain. All I heard was a high pitches buzzing sound as I felt light headed. My mouth fell open as I shook my head trying to hear something. I looked over to see Deku yelling and running towards me. Yet I couldn't hear him or anything else. My head was filled with that annoying ringing noise as I began to loose my balance. I felt to my knees and could feel the confused expression that had formed onto my face. I fell onto my back as Deku ran over to me and rested my head in his lap. It looked like he was yelling but all I heard was muffled voices and that damn high pitches buzz. My eyes began to fall shut as the ringing in my head sustained.

-Time Skip to Later that Day-

My eyes began to open slowly before shooting open. I looked around to see myself hooked up to medical equipment in the nurses office. In my opinion this isn't a nurses office it's a whole damn hospital. I couldn't hear anything, it was completely silent. I looked over to see Deku standing next to a doctor. Then I noticed that their mouth were moving but why the hell couldn't I hear anything? My hands subconsciously came to my ears which seemed normal.

"Oi, Deku" I said, but did I? I couldn't hear myself. What the fuck.

Deku turned around and looked at me with shock and tears in his eyes. My boyfriend is such a crybaby. The doctor walked out of the room as Deku walked over to me. He pulled a chair over and sat next to the bed before looking at me with an apologetic look. Tears started falling from his eyes as he pulled a notebook onto his lap along with a pencil. He looked into my eyes before his lips moved. He looked curious and worried yet I had no idea what the hell he said.

"Why can't I fucking hear anything?" I tried to say but I couldn't even hear if that's what came out.

I didn't notice but tears were running down my face just like Deku's. I wiped them away as he opened the notebook. He took a second to write some things down as he cried before handing it to me.

'Kacchan I know this is going to be hard to understand but you can't hear. The doctor said that you're explosions has been causing hearing loss for years and today was finally the day you lost you're hearing. They are going to prescribe you some hearing aids but they won't be much help. I'm so sorry, please know that I am still hear for you.' The note read in Deku's messy hand writing.

I realized that something was dripping onto the paper. It was my tears.

"Am.... I talking normally?" I thought I was speaking as I looked over to Deku.

He nodded his head as he wiped away some more tears and stood up. I took a moment before feeling a sudden fit of rage.

Izuku's P.O.V.

Kacchan's face of despair soon turned to anger. He threw the notebook across the room with a yell. 

"This is bullshit! I... I can't even hear myself yell! What the fuck is happening!" He shouted angrily.

He continued to yell things such as that as I watched in tears. His yells slowly turned into sobs as tears ran down his face. Then heartbreaking words left his mouth.

"Deku make it stop! Please!"

I felt my heart sink knowing I couldn't do anything to help the person I loved most. I know that he understands this is irreversible but the way he called out my name. So desperate and hopelessly. I crawled into the bed with him as he cried into his palms. I pulled him into me as he let himself cry. He wrapped his arms around my waist as I held his head closely to my chest. I slid my fingers through his hair to attempt to comfort him. I felt his tears stain my shirt as his soft cries flooded my ears. I held him tightly and tried to comfort him.

-The Next Day-

Kacchan and I stood in front of the doctor. I was writing down what he was saying as Kacchan read it from the notebook. The doctor explained things about Kacchan's new hearing aids and how it would be beneficial for him and the people around him to become comfortable with sign language. Kacchan held onto my waist from behind as he let his head rest on my shoulder. it's unusual for Kacchan to be so affectionate, though given his circumstance I understand. We finished up and headed to our dorms to pack. Both Kacchan and I had been excused for the rest of the week and decided to stay at Kacchan's house. He held onto my hand the entire time and had this confused expression upon his face. Yet every time someone would look over he masked it with a scowl.

As we walked into his house his parents greeted him verbally. Despite Mitsuki's shouting and Masaru's polite greeting Kacchan was unable to hear any of it. I wrote onto the notebook what they had said and he simply rolled his eyes before leading me up to his room. He shut the door and fell onto his bed.

"Is it weird... That's I miss hearing the hag's yelling?" He said as tears glazed his eyes.

"No It's-" He can't hear me.

I fell onto his bed next to him and our head turned towards each other. I nodded in disagreement to his last statement. He closed his eyes as a tear leaked down his face. I wiped it away cautiously as his eyes opened. I sat up just as he did and our eyes met. He pulled me onto his lap and looked into my eyes. I pulled him into a hug and rested my head on his shoulder as he did the same. I wanted to whisper into his ear that it was going to be okay. That I love him and that I would always be there. Yet, he won't ever be able to hear me. Despite that fact I did it.

"I love you" I said into his ear before kissing right next to his ear.

"You know I could almost hear you. But it was all fucking muffled. I felt you're breathe upon my skin and tried to imagine you're voice saying something sweet like you do. But I couldn't fucking hear anything" Kacchan said with an upset tone.

I pulled away and looked into his eyes.

Katsuki's P.O.V.

Deku softly kissed my forehead before kissing both of my ears. I fell back and kept him on top of me. He hovered above me with a slightly surprised expression. I lifted one of my hands up to hold his face and pulled him down into a kiss. The kiss lasted longer than expected and was notably passionate. The kiss began to get heated before Deku abruptly pulled away. He looked over at the door as his face grew red. My eyes followed in confusion to see my mother standing there looking a little surprised. Her mouth moved and Deku's face got redder so I was left to assume she teased. I grabbed Deku and flipped us over before locking our lips once again.

Later into that night we were sitting on my bed. Deku had a small love mark upon his neck. He rested his head beside my chest as I held him close. We both had our eyes directed at the small notebook Deku was writing in to communicate with me as I replied verbally.

'I hope you know I'll always be here Kacchan. I' He stopped writing.

"Deku I don't care if it's not verbal stop fucking stuttering and pausing" I said while waiting for him to finish.

'Sorry I was gonna say that.... I love you!'

My face grew a bit warmer as a smile escaped my lips. Though the though that I would never be able to hear him say that brought sorrow to my mind I felt content. I took the pencil and notebook from his hand.

'I love you too dumbass'

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