I'm Sorry

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Izuku's P.O.V.

I nervously knocked on Kacchan, my boyfriend's, door. I kept my head low as I heard shuffling from inside his dorm room. I felt a few tears well up in the corners of my eyes as his door opened. I looked up to see him rolling his eyes with a faint smirk. I put my head back down as I cautiously walked into his room.

"I gave you a key for a reason dumbass" Kacchan said calmly as he sat next to me on his bed.

"R-Right..." I replied anxiously, looking down into my lap.

I felt him move slightly before grabbing my face lightly and pulling me to face him. He nearly leaned in to kiss me before he saw my tears. His expression faded into concern as I pulled away and looked off.

"Some wrong nerd? You know you can fucking tell me" He said sternly as he took my hand into his.

"I-I have to tell you something Kacchan... and you're not gonna be happy about it but I would feel too guilty if I never told you" I felt a single tear run down my face as I turned to look at him.

He looked at me patiently as I enjoyed the warmth of his hand. I looked down to our intertwined fingers then into his curious eyes.

"I know that you wanted us to be a secret.... but I- I may have told Uraraka...." I said quietly as I looked away.

"What the fuck Deku! You know I'm not ready for that! Was just having me not good enough for you! You fucking promised! You seemed real fucking serious but apparently not! Apparently you can't keep your fucking mouth shut!" He shouted as his face metled into a scowl and he stodd up.

"K-Kacchan I know... I'm so sorry I just- We were talking and S-She knew about my crush on you and asked when I was gonna confess and I didn't know what to say so she started asking a lot of questions- and I-I really didn't know what to say and it kinda just slipped I'm so sorry Kacchan I really am! P-Please calm down, she won't tell anyone! It's just you know I was caught up and she's my best friend and I-"

"I though I  was your  best friend"

"B-But you're my boyfriend...?"

"So that's all I am to you? A boyfriend? Whatever shitnerd"

"N-No Kacchan I didn't mean it like that you know you are way more than a boyfriend to me! I-I don't know what to say. I'm not good in these types of situations and- Kacchan wait!" He stormed out of his room.

I had already began crying long ago, so the tears were only intensifying. I followed Kacchan out of his room, slamming his door shut. I kept calling his name between sobs but he ignored me. I followed him all the way into the common room where a few classmates were hanging around. I watched him sit down on the couch as if nothing happened, yet he had a fatal glare rooting from his eyes. I continued to attempt to gain his attention but his eyes were glued to the screen even though he showed no interest. It was too obvious he was ignoring me but I couldn't except that. I stood in front of him and took his hands into mine.

"K-Kacchan please listen! I know you're really mad but please listen, I'm really really s-sorry Kacchan!" I cried out, desperate for his understanding.

Despite my words he looked right through me. I bit my lip, hard, in an attempt to keep down a deep sob. I put my head down and quickly ran up to my room. I stomped into my room and fell onto my bed. I felt the tears rushing down my face but honestly I didn't care at this point. I flipped onto my stomach and buried my face into my pillow. I continued to sob, honestly not knowing what else to do since I was currently being ignored.

-Few Hour Time Skip-

Katsuki's P.O.V.

It was late into the night and all of our classmates were currently in their dorms. I walked out of my room to go get a drink before I went to bed. I was still fuming over the argument with Deku even though I regretted it. I just really hope he knows we didn't actually break up. Right? I was taken out of my thoughts when my eyes caught sight of Deku. He was sitting on the counter in the dorms kitchen area. He hung his head low as he lazily swung his feet. He held an AllMight cup in his hands that had steam arising from it. After a still moment I realized his was lightly crying. I nearly went up to hug him yet I shook my head and allowed my scowl to return.

I walked into the kitchen, acting like I was ignoring him. I casually grabbed a mug and began to make my drink. I leaned against the counter and shot a quick glance over to him. He kept his head down but I knew he had watched my walk over here. I observed the fact that he was crying a little harder, an aching feeling leaking into my stomach. I looked away and grabbed my mug as I quickly began to walk off.

"K-Kacchan wait!" I was too weak, I turned around.

As I turned around he threw his arms around me tightly.

"K-Kacchan I am so sorry for telling Uraraka about us despite your wishes. And I am so sorry about what I said earlier, you are so much more than a boyfriend for me. P-Please don't stay mad at me, I really don't think I could take losing you. I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that Kacchan! I-I... I love you!" He said quietly as his sobs became more frequent.

'He just said he loves me for the first time. Holyshit"

He unraveled his arms from around me and took a step back. He finally looked upwards and into my eyes. I rolled my eyes before turning away. I heard him let out a breathe of disappointment that resembled a sob.

"You coming or not nerd?" I said as I glanced back over to him.

His head immediately perked up as his smile became vibrant as the sun. He nodded rapidly as he grabbed his mug and walked over to me. We walked in silence on the way to my dorm, yet it was more comfortable than expected. After we arrived I led him into my room and I could tell he was slightly tense. I wonder if he's thinking about how he said I love you for the first time. AND I HAVEN'T SAID IT BACK YET SHIT! I sighed as I set my mug down and sat on my bed. I watched him awkwardly set his mug down with a pink tint spread across his face. He was totally thinking about it. I motioned him to come sit next to me and he did. Before he could speak I took both of his hands into mine and intertwined our fingers lovingly. We met eyes and I swiftly leaned in, landing a kiss on his lips. He kissed back without hesitation. After the short kiss I leaned in and rested my head on his shoulder.

"I love you too, dumbass" I whispered softly before kissing his cheek.

I watched the rosey red spread across his face as the night came to an end. As did the dumb argument and me being away from Deku.

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