Garbage was easy to take care of when it got to a certain extent but this garbage on this world walks alive or lays dead. The smell burns the hairs in your nose and when you speak, your taste buds turn bitter. The stench of dead bodies ruled the clean air. Day and night. I haven't smelled anything nice in a few years. Luke, Clem and I all smell like sweat and haven't taken a shower. Their power at their camp didn't work so any water power was history.
I have perfume in my bag but it wont attract guys, just the dead ones.
The shirt i used to kill walkers yesterday, I can't change out of it because well, my mission continues.
We creep up against the wall like you would do if you were at the edge of a cliff. Well in a movie you'd see thay happen. The moans grow louder and louder since we left the last herd only to greet another.
"In here!" Luke opens a door that could lead us to a mystery inside. We let our weight hold the door and our breaths silent since walkers are making their way past the alley. The groans and growls make my breaths heavier. I haven't been this scared since I've been alone. And to be honest, I want to curl up to someone and just cry.
Clem takes hold of a walker and another follows behind her. "Clem!" I whisper but yell. She digs her knife in that one. This store exposes us to the front windows but we keep ourselves hidden between the aisles.
"What do we do?" I ask Luke. Instead of an answer, he stares at me with fear. He doesn't know. I can feel my frustration grow but i can't because I can't think of anything either. That is until Clem decides to rip open a body.
I crouch down to her level and examine what she is going to do next. "I did this before with lee. We just walk through the streets and blend in." I look at her with disgust but sympathy. She's done this alone. She takes some of his insides with her hands looking at me. "It works. Trust me" Then she smears it on herself.
I feel sick to my stomach. I try to hold down that granola bar i ate but i don't think i can. Toughening up, I turn to Luke.
"Can you get my back? I got yours after." I question. As he smears some on my back, i plant some on my chest, around my neck and stomach. I try not to take deep breaths or i know i will everything will come out of the end it came from.
I place my hands on Luke's sides and turn him around. I can feel his muscles beneath his shirt thay feel delicate to touch. I clear my mind grabbing some of the wallers parts and paint my canvas.
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The streets are filled with rotten bodies and is with blood and guts all over us. We have to walk for about 5 minutes to get to the hospital then actually get in the hospital. It sounds easy when you make plans but really, i think we are going to have a hard time. If i see my brother as one of them, then i will put him out.
The walker next to me looks me dead in the eye. Normally i would turn away quickly in fear but i snarl back and continue to walk. Some we bump into or they bump into us. The most scariest thing about doing this is getting notcied.
Luke is ahead of while i try to find Clem. I think she's behind me. I can't lose her! What i really want to do will get me killed. I want to pull out my machete and find her but i know she'll be fine. She told me she's done this before the i trust her.
While worrying about Clem, i lose Luke now. Great just what i need. The sweat starts to drip from my head but i need to remain calm. Quickly, i make my left turn and see the huge white building i saw before.
Luke stands there lurking like one of them but makes eye contact. I don't pay attention and run into a walker who snarls at me back. I freeze. It notices me. Trying my best, i walk quickly but it follows me snapping its jaws. They found dinner.
They soon all turn to me and i pull out my machete to stab the ones in front of me. I don't know where Clem is.
"Shit..." I say to myself. This place is filled with them. Luckily they didn't spot us yet but the ones behind us try to get through the door. Luke whistles low for us to come into this one room. I sprint there for my life.
"Where's Clem?!" I yell but in a whisper. There are two dead ones in this room.
He grabs my wrist pulling me into his chest. I wanted this one day but it doesn't feel right with him.
"I don't know. I thought she was behind you!" He remarks. My face goes pale. "We cant lose her!!" I cover my mouth forgetting we have company.
They soon find out where we are which causes us to jump over the desk and plunge them to the ground.
Doing this everyday is a continuous workout. You gain muscle but no stomach.
"Guys!" A little voice pops out of the closet and comes out Clem. "Oh thank God!" I go up to her and wrap her in my arms.
"Where were you Clem?!" Luke asks but with a tone. "I got here before you guys did." I question her. "Weren't you behind me?"
"I was but i picked up my pace and took a different way. I would have told you but there were walkers everywhere. Im sorry." I give her a smile but Luke looks upset. "It's okay. We are all here. That's what matters....right Luke? He doesn't answer. Instea he replies, "Amia do you know the floor and room number?" How can i forget? Those 3 numbers will stick with me forever.
"Yeah...5th floor, 235B"
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Everything Is Lost (RICK GRIMES TWDFF)
FanfictionAmia, a 25 year old women, struggles to thrive on her own. She's lost everyone that meant something to her and is clueless if she should continue to live or quit. It is until then she finds two people and try to make a living but trails to a bi...
