Palaye Royale Fanfic

Chapter 17 - What am I gonna do?

Chapter 17 - What am I gonna do?

I woke up and had a stomach ache but I didn't think anything of it so got ready to go next door. I felt a bit dizzy in rehearsal and when we'd finished one song I thought I was going to pass out.

"I think I'm going to be sick!" I shouted and ran to the bathroom. I heard Remington's footsteps come after me, and he held my hair back while I threw up in the toilet. When I'd finished, he got me some water and patted my back. We returned to the basement and the others were looking at me worriedly.

"What do you think it is?" Sebastian asked.

"I probably just ate something, I feel fine now."

"Or you could be pregnant," Emerson joked. I laughed with him but his words were playing in my mind all through rehearsal. Could I be pregnant? I checked an app I had for my period and realised I'd missed one. It had happened before so I wasn't too worried but now I'd thrown up I was starting to panic.

Just to be safe, I went to the shops and bought a pregnancy test. Rehearsal hadn't finished so I went back to the boys house and decided to use the test there.

I sat on the toilet and stared down at the piece of plastic in my hands. The door burst open suddenly and I didn't have time to shut it before Sebastian came in - I must have forgotten to lock it.

"Oh sorry, I didn't know anyone was in here. I'll just - is that a...?"

I hurried to hide the pregnancy test but Sebastian had already seen so I nodded slightly. He tentatively took it out of my hands and stared at the results before looking at me with a grim expression.

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know," I whispered.

Sebastian locked the door and crouched down in front of me so he wasn't towering over me any more.

"Is it Remington's?"

"Of course it's his, what kind of a girl do you think I am?" I snapped harshly.

"Are you going to tell hi-"

"No! He can never find out about this. I'll go to the doctor tomorrow and get an abortion," I told him worriedly.

Sebastian sighed deeply and looked up at me in pity.

"Are you sure that's the best decision?"

"I'm nineteen, Sebastian - I cant have a baby. There's no other option. Just promise me you won't tell Remington or Emerson or anyone?"

He nodded gravely and left me to process everything. I told the boys I wasn't feeling well and left so I could go the doctors. Remington offered to come round and look after me, but I told him I'd be fine. I felt awful lying to him but it was better if he didn't know what was going on. He was going on a road trip with his friends tomorrow anyway so I didn't want him to worry about me.

I couldn't tell my mum I was pregnant so drove myself to the doctors. After a long conversation the doctor agreed an abortion would be the best for me, so I booked an appointment at the clinic  for tomorrow.

I couldn't sleep that night and was so tired when I drove there. Afterwards the doctor said I couldn't drive myself home so I had to call Sebastian as he was the only one who knew about it. When he arrived, Emerson was in the car and he explained that he'd seen the test in the bin and Sebastian had to tell him what had happened. Remington had already left for his trip so he didn't know.

I was sore and just wanted to lie down so Sebastian drove me home from the clinic and I stayed on his sofa for the rest of the day; talking to him and Emerson. Suddenly I heard a key in the front door and didn't have time to leave before Remington entered the room.