It's a different feeling when someone holds you.
It's warm, it makes you feel safe and wanted.
But it also invites unwanted feelings and thoughts of how things may be even though they shall never be.
Being held after giving yourself to someone and having them stay rather than getting up and leaving gives you a feeling of hope, that maybe someday someone will stay. That the boy who told you that you were only good for sex was wrong, that someone would see much more than that and see that you have so much to offer.
Being held is far better than sex, especially when you haven't been held in the embrace of a man in months.
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Melancholia
Romance"a man who had brought her nothing but misery" I thought I was in love once, but that wasn't enough. I hope you find this interesting. it's such a strange new experience for me to share such intimate details about my personal life. I often find it s...
