Broken

prologue

Consequences-Camila Cabello
Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a stranger's bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the songs that I can't listen to, to tell the truth

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences

Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectation
Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm paying for it

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences

No, ooh-ooh-ooh
Said no, ooh-ooh-ooh
I, no, ooh-ooh-ooh, mhm

Loving you was dumb, dark, and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me
Found loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences

Yeah, loving you.

(Taylor)

"Happy birthday babe!!"my bestfriend Lena screams in my ear.

"Eek Lena you wanna make me deaf or something??"I say with a playful frown.

It's not everyday that my bestfriend turns 17 babe lemme bask in your growingness"she says with a smile.

I laugh"Growingness is not a word Lena,what are you?4??"

In response she rolls her eyes at me and sticks her tongue out.
I smile and shake my head,she is such a child.
"Anyways birthday lady where is Jonathan?"

It's my turn to roll my eyes."His name is Joel,Lena,and I don't know where he is"
She raises a perfectly trimmed eyebrow"my bad,I keep forgetting his name is Jackson"
I don't bother correcting her again but now I'm looking around for my boyfriend.
Come to think of it I haven't seen him since he dropped me off on this particular spot and told me not to move and not to drink.

Lena shoves a cup of punch in my face and I squish my nose"Lena you know what Joel says about drinking. No alcohol for me"
She frowns and mumbles something that sounds like
"Of course he does"
Then loudly she says "I need to pee."

"Let's go use Joel's bathroom,the other ones in the house are probably disgusting by now"I shout for her to hear me.
We make our way up the stairs and I open Joel's bedroom door "make it quick Le-"
My words are cut off by the sounds coming from the bed and if I didn't know better I would say that's my boyfriend on the bed with my sister Ella.
Huh...