seven:Funeral musings

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TAYLOR

Today is Amber's funeral.
Kayden is still in the hospital.Amber's mom wanted to wait for Kayden to come out of the coma but they cannot afford it.Besides nobody knows when he is gonna wake up.

I don't have it in me to pretend today so I just sit in the third pew and let the numbness settle in.
Thea is not here but a lot of people are.Nobody sits with me though as if they feel I want to be left alone.

In front of me sits her family.I didn't even know she had a twin sister but there she is an exact replica of the empty shell in the casket yet not.

I sigh and tug at the sleeve of my black dress and look outside the window.The weather doesn't match the mood of the funeral but I guess it matches her personality.Bright and sunny.
My thoughts wander back to the few minutes I talked to her and I immediately feel guilty for thinking she is dense and crushing on her man and I guess now is a good time to as any to swear off Kayden and extinguish any feelings I have for him.

Hie guys!!If you are seeing this then I guess you are hanging in there. I'm struggling with putting emotions on paper(or in this case my keyboard lol)so please if you have any suggestions let me know I'll appreciate it.
Xoxoxoxo

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