bakudeku oneshots

hate - angst to fluff

tw: swearing
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they were arguing, it was the 5th time this week. about what? you can't tell.

with their mashup yells, it was impossible to even figure out what they were saying, but it was loud and clear what midoriya had shouted.

it started with deku bumping into bakugou as he was walking out of his dorm room. probably heading to the kitchen.

"watch where you're going nerd" bakugou threatened

"k" he replied and continued going where he was going

bakugou's head snapped. he's never heard something so dry and dull come out of deku's mouth.

he would have at least expected a "oh hey kacchan!" with sparkles n shit literally coming out of deku but he looked so dead.

what's wrong with him?

the rest of the day he studied deku. he stayed the same.

bakugou seemed to be the only one who noticed deku's drastic mood change.

when everyone went off to do their own things; some going on runs, training, going back to into their rooms, bakugou confronted deku.

he caught him as deku opened his door to go back into his room "oi, deku."

deku turned around to face bakugou.

"what the hell is wrong with you?"

"nothing" deku replied as he opened his door to walk into his room.

"oi, don't shut me out." bakugou said as he grabbed the back of deku's shirt to stop him. deku turned around and said

"kacchan, it's nothing, really."

"now would you mind letting me go back into my dorm room?" deku sternly asked.

"not until you tell me what the fuck is what wrong you"

"i said it's nothing. i don't see the problem right now" deku was agitated. what was wrong with him was bakugou. but why is someone who would literally rather kill him than have a normal conversation be so worried about him right now.

"the problem is you. you're not being,, you. now tell me what the fuck is wrong with you." bakugou replied, trying his best not to raise his voice.

"how many times do i have to repeat myself kacchan! absolutely nothing is wrong!" deku just wanted to sleep what was wrong with him off. why can't he do things in peace without a blasty, angry, teen always having to yell at him.

"deku, i will say this one last time. what the hell is wrong with you."

"and i will repeat myself one last time; nothing." he replied once again.

"DEKU IF YOU DON'T TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I'LL FIND OUT MYSELF" bakugou finally raised his voice.

"I SAID IM FINE SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" deku raised his voice back. by now everyone in the dorms has to have heard them.

"DEKU I KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG SO JUST TELL ME"

"YOU WANT TO KNOW SO BAD, FINE. ITS YOU. I AM TIRED OF YOU. ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS KILL ME AND ITS SO ANNOYING,"

bakugou was dumbfounded, he's never seen this side of deku before.

"ALL YOU LITERALLY DO IS YELL AT ME, STARE AT ME IN RAGE, YELL AT ME. I SO SICK OF IT."

deku didn't know what he was saying. well, it was a mix. what he was saying wasn't exactly how he felt he just wants bakugou to leave him alone for once but what came out his mouth next completely slipped.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU."

bakugou's eyes widen. along with everyone who was able to hear the yelling of those two. did they just hear deku, the deku who has been trying to be friends with bakugou, tell him that he hates him.

and at that, he fucking hates him.

as soon as that came out of deku's mouth tears streamed down his face as he slammed the door in bakugou's face (aye that rhymed).

leaving bakugou standing there, frozen.

baku pov

did he just tell me that he hates me?..

deku pov

i slid down against my door, covering my mouth. thoughts running through my head

why- why did i say that

i don't hate him. i really don't, he's just aggravating. sure he truly does want to kill me but i don't hate him. i want to be his friend. i want us to bond

but why did i say that

...

what is wrong with me

baku pov

bakugou walked back up to his room. his head down and his hands in his pockets.

is that really how he feels.

is that truly how he feels

i mean it's what he said

but, it hurts. i should be relived. i've been trying to get deku away from me for years but hearing him say that hurts.

..he's sick of me

he said it himself

but am i happy with that?..

bakugou sighed and turned back around

3rd pov

deku sat there, his head in between his legs crying. he didn't mean to say that. he didn't want to say that. his emotions got the best of him and look what happened. all the hard work he's been doing to try and be friends with kacchan is now gone.

because of him.

because he can't control his emotions

because he can't express how he feels correctly

because he-

knock knock knock

deku picked his head out of between his legs to put his head against the door as he contemplated whether or not he wants to open that door.

he did. he got up, wiped his face, and opened it.

and the first thing he saw was the blonde hair boy that he was just yelling at.

all he could do was drop to the floor and cry. he was so disgusted with himself he couldn't even bare to look at bakugou.

"kacchan, i'm,, i'm so sorry. for everything. i don't know why you came here or what you're doing here. but i'm sorry. i didn't mean it. i don't want us to be this way. i just want to be friends. but if you came here to kill me, then you have every right to do so" deku said through his sobs

bakugou looked down at deku,

..he didn't mean it

he was so happy, he didn't mean it

bakugou dropped down on his knees, the same as deku was, and wrapped his arms around deku as his friend sobbed into his chest.
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i can't write lmao, this is actually 🗑

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