Kilgrave's second chance

The porch

Kilgrave pov

I could feel her gaze on myself and I didn't want to move. It seemed she was enjoying the view so I didn't want to interupt her. I craved to kiss her and have my way with her, of course. I didn't know how much longer I could hold it. She was too much to resist.  I could control her any minute but this would break everything we built so far. A seed of trust I planted within her. I knew I could manipulate her into doing things without my power. She was weak in some places and I started discovering them. Dreamwalking, her yellow papers. But then every time I looked into those eyes it was me that felt weak. My knees felt strangely heavy, my... heart seemed to beat faster. I've never felt anything like this before.

When I finnaly lifted up my gaze to meet hers, I found her lips softly parted. She looked so seducing. Her eyes sparkling in thousand shades of blue and green under the sun peeking through the window. I opened my mouth to say something as I watched her dreamy gaze shift quickly. The palette of colours in her sparkling eyes turned nearly matte grey as they widened in terror. My heart sped up but not for any good reason at all. 

I got up and rushed outside. 'Get over here you coward' I growled loudly as I opened the door and stood in the front porch. The bushes rustled and a figure appeared. It was one of the men I saw spying on her apartment for sure. Height was about right and that was deffinitely the same clothes he was wearing back then - dark brown, long trenchcoat. Alice rushed outside, running in front of me before I could stop her. 'Alice get in-' she froze in front of the man. He was also wearing  something that looked like a white lab coat underneath. I felt notious at the view. Thought of my own parents crossed my mind. 

Alice pov

Before I realised there I was. Standing in front of the man that has tortured me most of my life. His bright cold eyes were clear as day in my memory now. They visited me in dreams ever so often. He was angry even if a smile was growing on his face as he stared at me. I forgot Kilgrave excisted. 'Miss Ruth, you've been a very bad patient' he spoke with his thick russian accent and I shook in fear 'I- I am so sorry' I cried out and took a step towards him. 'Yes dear, you need to repay for your behaviour' he reached for my hand and I almost took it 'Come with me. It's been a long time' he grasped my wrist and that's when Kil's voice brought me back to reality. 'She's not going anywhere. Come over here, Ruth' his voice was trembling slightly when he called but his power worked smoothly, making me back away to his side. I still couldn't look away from my doctor's eyes. I could hardly remember anything specific, I just knew something dark went on with him involved. Doctor Kamarazov was his name. I remembered flushes... white room, long needles, his grip on my tighs... it was all blurred into one. 'What did you do to me?' I whispered before Kilgrave's arms pulled me away, nearly throwing inside the house 'Don't move' my muscles stopped working as I stayed in front of the window watching the scene. The sky went cloudy and dark as I watched purple man question the russian. 

'What did you do to her, who are you? Tell me, no lies' thick british accent buzzed through the air in a cold manner. I got goosebumps. What was he going to do? 

'All sorts of things' I saw him smirking towards me which made Kil's fists clench. 'She is and always will be mine. Her mind and body belong to me' I really wanted to turn around and run to the bedroom, somewhere out of sight but the control was keeping me in place. I couldn't even look away when Kilgrave with just couple of words made Kamarazow break his head on the stairs after a short questioning. Blood splattered everywhere as we watched. I gagged, feeling wave of sickness but I was forced to stay until the doctor crushed his head into pieces. 

Kilgrave pov

I watched him die slowly on my porch. How dare he coming here trying to take her away. And those things he said he did...  Poor girl, she probably didn't even remember what he did to her. This was the only fair solution. I looked at him with disgust and breathed out. His body convulsed as last drops of life spilled out. I needed to get someone to clean this mess. 

I sighed heavily and came in, skipping blood paddles to not ruin my shoes. I walked inside and pulled the curtains down, when I remembered I left Alice hanging on my last order 'You can move, Ruth' I said to her and glanced over. She was shaking slightly, her skin even paler than usually. I studied her face for a minute before I went to the kitchen's sink. I washed my hands, even though I had not touched this bastards at all. I felt filthy just by this unwelcomed guest. 

'Thanks' I heard a soft quiet voice from behind me and I smiled slightly 'Welcome' I nodded at Alice that walked up to me. I didn't like the look on her face whatsoever. She was scared of me. I could sense that. Like everyone else, she was terrified. I gave up on trying once more. 'Go to your room and don't leave until I ask you to' I muttered and looked away, avoiding her gaze...