𝓝𝓾𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝓷𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 - 𝓡𝓙𝓑

12

3 days later
Language may be offensive or upsetting to some readers

Coming out of English class I meet up with Kayla 'hey!' She hugs me 'EW DONT GO NEAR HER!' I hear Sophie shout across the hallway 'excuse me!?' Kayla turns round 'I said don't go near her' Sophie steps forward 'why?' Kayla spit's 'why? Did you not know, she was touching herself a few days ago. Jake said she was trying to figure herself out. Don't want lesbo disease now do you?' Sophie laughs. 'Touching herself? Hun, she was on her phone' I see Kay roll her eyes 'yeah, that's not what jake said' I can feel myself rising with anger, my heart is about to explode and my lungs are filled with fury.

'Gay!' Blake shouts behind Reece 'will we see you at gay pride this year?' George asks causing an uproar of laughter 'maybe we should get you a gay pride flag for your birthday! That's soon ain't it?' Sophie says, trying to fit in 'Blake, would you like me to buy you a book of insults for your birthday? Using gay as an insult? Is that how sick your mind is?' I hear Reece say 'what?!' All three if the others say back 'using gay as an insult? That's over and done with now, no one uses that anymore' I hear him scoff 'fag, disease, infection, mouldy shit. I could come until with worse Reece, but I won't. We can't get Sophie latching on to any bad ideas now can we' I run off before anything else can be said 'YOURE ALL FUCKING DICKS! EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU!' I scream infuriated at all four of them stood in the corridor, I shove people out the way knocking a few over including knocking a coffee out of a teachers hand.

With mascara running down my face, eyeshadow smudged everywhere and my glasses no longer fitted on my nose, I run into the nearest toilets and lock myself in a cubicle. I flick down the toilet seat being careful not to make any sound, crawl on top of it and place my head in my hands.

I manage to find the energy to bring my knees up to my hanging head and blow my nose with my spare hand 'great, everyone now thinks I'm a lesbian' I say to myself shaking from the rush of anxiety of rumours being spread in the near future

I don't even bother sitting with Kayla at lunch, instead I isolate myself in the year office being surrounded by the safety of my own bodyguards, the teachers.
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At home I find a note on the table:
Hi love,
I'm working extremely late tonight so won't be in till about 1am. I hope you've had a good day at school, food in freezer and whatever. Love u xx

I scrunch the paper up and throw it in the bin. I get my phone out and start texting

Sunshine ☀️
Lemon, am I a fag? A disease? A infection? A lesbo? 

Lemon 🍋
What no! You're one of the most kind hearted people I've ever messaged, how the fuck can people even think of saying shit like that. That's vile.

Sunshine ☀️
I got called them that's all. A rumour went round saying I done something when I hadn't cause I was texting and then suddenly everyone thinks I'm a lesbian and I'm like FORFUCKSAKE

lemon 🍋
Just ignore them. I'm sure they're jealous of you for some reason or another. I'm always here for you ya know :) xx

Sunshine ☀️
That means so much xx

Lemon 🍋
Now here's the thing. I don't know how to break up with this girl. I've kinda lost feeling for her after seeing how much of a bitch she is, when I first laid my eyes in her I thought she was the most beautiful gorgeous girl u had ever seen. But a few days later and I feel like I need to smack her head against a brick wall. Help me 😕

Sunshine ☀️
Well, just tell her be straight up and be like 'listen, I know this may come as shock to you but when I first laid my eyes on you I thought you were the most amazing most beautiful girl I had ever seen and I felt like I really needed you, but unfortunately as times gone on I've pretty much lost interest in you, you're no longer the girl I hope you would turn it to be instead I think you're an absolute bitch. I'm sorry okay and I mean we can always be friends but it just won't work as a relationship. I'm sorry'

Lemon 🍋
Wow, that was powerful. You're good at this, you done it before?

Sunshine ☀️
Yep, when I found out my boyfriend cheated on me, I had to find a way to break up with him without being like 'hey I found out you're a cheating scumbag' so I made a way to add little details in until I finished with him. It left me heart broken for like 4 years but it's cool hehe

Lemon 🍋
I'm also coming out to my parents too :)

Sunshine ☀️
Omfg that's huge! I hope it goes amazing and lmk how it goes xx

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Reece's pov

I nervously come out fo my room, being careful with every step I take 'mum dad I need to speak to you' the audio muffled by my hands covering my mouth 'what's the matter?' My mum asks as I walk into the living room. Dad and mum are both sat together on the sofa so I go and stand directly opposite them 'threes something I've been meaning to tell you for a while now. I've been worried you won't accept me but, I'm bisexual. I have feelings for both girls and guys.' I somehow managed to blurt it out without any stutters or anything 'oh hunny, of course we'll accept you, how could you be so stupid to think we wouldn't' my mum stands up and pulls me in for a tight hug 'thanks mum' I smile at her. My dad stands up too and embraces me in a hug 'as long as you're happy, we're happy' he chuckles.

Wow. That was easier thank I thought.
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Lemon 🍋
I done it! They were fully fine with it :) xx

Sunshine ☀️
Awh, I'm so proud of you. Well done xx

Lemon 🍋
I was thinking something, I know we've never met or anything like that. But I really wanna get something that resembles you, maybe a tattoo or something xx

Sunshine ☀️
I mean that's quite big, you would literally have me on you until you die. That's very scary lemon 😣x

Lemon 🍋
Yeah but think about it, in the short space of time we've been texting, you've helped me with a lot. You've made me realising bullying isn't always the answer, you've helped me truly find myself sexuality wise PLUS you're helping me break up with a girl who I thought I loved with every inch of my body. Why would I not want a tattoo of you? Xo

Sunshine ☀️
I mean, if you really really want to get one then by all means do but get a small one not one that would like take up your whole body or anything please for the love of god don't do that 😂. Xo

Lemon 🍋
I was thinking of maybe a sunshine on my ankle, a small one but it's in a place where it can be covered up if needed and it won't be too flashy and out there. I might get that done tomorrow cause it's Saturdays :) xx

Sunshine ☀️
That's so sweet 🥺 maybe break up with your girlfriend first though otherwise you my friend will have a heck of a lot of explaining to do to her 😂x

Lemon 🍋
I willlll, thanks for everything ❤️

Sunshine ☀️
You're welcome ❤️

I know in my heart this isn't right. I shouldn't be catching feelings for a boy, I don't know!! Great I've helped him break up with his girlfriend because he likes someone else and I've helped him come out to his parents as being gay. We haven't even video called or anything. I don't even fucking know where this guy lives for god sake.