Blind devotion

10.

She dreamed that night. Her dreams were full of colors so bright that they hurt her eyes, she was not blind in her dreams.

She dreamt of the man laid next to her as they walked through parks, forests and along beaches where the sand was a brilliant hue of yellow while the blue waves lapped against the ground.

She dreamt of Norman as she remembered him. His short brown hair felt like silk under her hands while his Georgian blue eyes stared deep into her own as they made love outside, the blues and greens of nature a blur while she lost herself in his eyes.

She dreamt of children running around, one with dark hair and one with her light blonde hair as they played in fields with their older sister who had grown into a gorgeous young woman.

It was as if she was seeing the colors in hi-definition as they frolicked among the waist-high grass, their laughter filling her ears.

She dreamt of a life she knew she would never have, although she wished for it so bad.

Again she dreamed of Norman, but this time his hair was longer with strands of grey in it as he laid back against a pillow while she rode him from above. Her passion and arousal churning like a whirlwind in her body, waves cascaded through her body until she thought she would shatter into a million pieces. She felt herself move her hips pulling a gasp from his mouth as he began to come undone underneath her. His fingers digging into her hips to urge her to ride him harder.

Soon her dreamscape became a reality as she woke to find herself on top of him, her hips rolling causing him to gasp in pleasure. She couldn't see him but she could hear him. She felt him sit up and take first one breast then the other in his mouth while she rode him like a cowgirl. Every part of her tingled at the feel of him inside of her as he leaned her back so he could plunge into her and take control of their position.

Their groans filled the room as the basic need within took over, when she couldn't tell where one body finished and the other started. It was as if they were one body, one soul at this moment.

"I'm coming." She whispered as the waves pushed up from her toes to escape from her mouth in little mewling's. Just as she was about to come undone he roared in triumph as his seed filled her own body, pouring into her like a wave of warm honey.

She stayed on top of him while his cock twitched inside of her, her cheek pressed against his shoulder as the aftermath of pleasure caused little jolts of electricity to run through her body. In this moment of time, there were only the two of them as they came down from the ultimate high.

**

As he showered he recalled their lovemaking this morning, causing his cock to stir once again. It was almost as if he couldn't get enough of her. The feel of her wet pussy as it sheathed him tight caused the air to escape his lungs.

He had been dreaming of the British girl in his arms as they grew older together, their children ran around them while they sat together to watch the setting sun. He sighed, soon she would be going back home and he would be left here to live his life with memories of her pale peach skin and blonde hair.

In his dream they had been making love and as he woke he realized that the dream was a reality as she rode him hard, her hips rolling while he was inside of her. He realized that he couldn't let her go. No matter what he needed his sweet Sadi by his side for the rest of his life. He wanted to see her grow round with their child and hold her hand while she pushed him or her into the world. The only thing was he didn't know how he was going to keep her, she had her life and he had his.

**

During the second day of the convention, Sadi and Candace had found themselves often whisked away by members of the cast. Sometimes they were sat with them in the booths, other times they were outside with Norman and JDM as they had a quick smoke break between autographs and photo ops.

One time they were sat with Andy as he spoke to Candace in the lull of people seeking autographs, he had asked her if she would consider working on the set as one of their runners had up and quit quite suddenly. Sadi didn't know what Candace had said as she had disappeared into her own thoughts. It may have looked like she was staring at people by her glazed look but she was recalling what had happened this morning between her and Norman.

Her heart had begun to feel heavy as she knew she would be going home soon. They both had their own lives. While Sadi's wasn't very good, she knew that if Norman asked her to stay in America with him she would. But she still had her daughter to think about. There was no way she could even think about leaving her behind.

She sighed, her time here was short, she only had a couple of days left before she flew back home. Her heart died a little that she would never be in Normans arms again but they had their own lives on opposite ends of the world.

**

The days blurred, she spent as much time with Norman as she could. She did feel awful knowing that Candace had paid for her to come over but her friend had understood and had said much one night while they were drinking in the guys' apartment while they were filming some night scenes

"Sadi, are you sure you want to leave him?" Her friend asked her while they were curled up on the sofa,

"I don't have a choice. He has his life and I have my life." She sighed as she looked in the general direction of her friend, "I dreamt that I could see again and we grew old together. But that will never happen." She said sadly.

"You know you could still have that procedure. The doctors said that they could remove the damaged cornea and replace it with a lens. You would be able to see again." Her friend said from beside her.

"I couldn't afford it. I would love to be able to see again, but this is my life now and I need to live with it." Candace stared at her friend, it was the first time she had ever wished she could see again.

"Sadi we can do the go-fund-me to pay for it. I'm sure it wouldn't take us long to raise the money and I'm sure the guys would promote it to their supporters too." Sadi held her head down and sighed,

"I can't take charity, Candace. I need to be able to pay for it on my own." She said finally. "Ok I need to go to bed, I'm up early in the morning to catch my flight." As she shouted goodnight she made her way to the room she had been sharing with Norman for the past week. She needed sleep.

**

That morning there were tears as Norman, Andy and JDM dropped her off at the airport. Candace had wanted to come but her vacation was over in work and her boss was crying out for her help.

The airport people had already taken Dixon to put him in the cargo hold so now it just to four of them as they waited for the gate to open. All the men had their arms wrapped around her while she cried saying goodbye to them all. She had found a family in this guys and also love with Norman. But she knew she couldn't stay.

As the gate opened JDM and Andy gave her a hug before they stood aside to let Norman and Sadi have five minutes together.

"Sadi, you get your sister to phone me as soon as you get home." He said as he hugged her tight.

"I will." She said as the tears flowed down her cheeks again, but he just kissed them away before he kissed her one last time. He put everything into that kiss, his hopes, dreams, fears but mostly his love. "Take care Norman." She said to him as the air stewardess came over to take her arm. "I won't forget you."

He watched as the air stewardess led her away and his heart broke. He knew he was crying but he really didn't care.

"You should have told her you loved her," JDM said from behind him.

"Maybe. But she is right, we have our own lives on opposite ends of the pond." He said as they turned to leave the airport.

"Doesn't mean you should live them separately," Andy said as they stepped out into the Georgia sun

Norman looked at his friends and knew they were right. But he just shook his head and made his way to the SUV.