to be honest with you guys, i don't know when or how it started. i could give a decent estimate and a few proficient things that may have caused it.
i've always been an introvert/hermit crab. whatever you call it doesn't matter, you get my terminology. i didn't really play with a lot of kids besides my cousin and one other friend which we no longer associate because as you know it was kindergarten. my favorite thing to do when i was younger was to stay home and draw. i absolutely loved drawing. now as i look back i do see some inconsistencies in my behaviors. maybe not verbally, but the thoughts i had as a child were a bit... unusual. and by this, no i do not mean i was a child psychopath just that most children didn't think so much about emotions and how they affect people and things such as that. i've always been one step ahead of myself. i had discovered one of my many notebooks i filled as a 5 to 9 year old. i believe this one was filled when i was 7ish. everything was seemingly normal except for a few things. i noticed a lot of crying in my drawing. in different people and animals which was strange. i guess i started crying for help before i even knew it...
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