just random semi-morbid crap that i feel on the daily. high school has been one of the best experiences i've ever had so far... but that's not how it's always been. here are stories of depression and anxiety, so if your triggered by these things it...
ngl i feel like i've went to hell and back mentally today. i was supposed to hangout with someone i love and very much miss in my family and that didn't happen. sunday they said for sure tomorrow, and then today they said for sure tomorrow again... i'm not a genius and definitely don't have my masters degree in common sense but that's not how it works. you can't continuously let someone down like that, but that's me. overly sensitive, but not wanting it to show on the outside. and in the past year or two i've gotten better at not showing how i feel because everyone makes a big deal out of it. so in public even if i feel terrible, i won't show it. i don't cry unless it's to isidro and one other un-named individual. this day has been very emotionally distraught for me honestly.
buttt i got to try on my quinceanera dress again and that made me happy lol.
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