confession: i'm not always as happy as i seem to be. not surprising though. today has been a battle for me and my emotions haven't been the best. but it's okay! i'll get through it like i always do.
today was basically like every other day. went to school, worked, lunch, work, and home... i'm pretty basic which is why i write about my emotions and not my day or plans. my emotions are such a funny thing. one minute, i'm on top of the world and living my life (which in my opinion, even when things are going wrong for a little while, i'm still 100% living my best life), and then the next minute, i'm in tears and feel like everything is falling apart. so here, i observe a war between past and present. between trauma and opportunities. and i'm gonna be straight up with my readers. most of the time i'll talk about how i feel, but not give my reasons for it... why? i feel that i can help myself better than anyone. and keep in mind i said better than anyone. that still doesn't mean best. everyone does what they need to do to survive. if i needed to remember completely the stuff i've buried in my subconscious, then i believe that God would reveal it in the way it is necessary and when i'm ready, but He knows as well as i do that i'm not ready for those memories...
to be continued...
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Randomjust random semi-morbid crap that i feel on the daily. high school has been one of the best experiences i've ever had so far... but that's not how it's always been. here are stories of depression and anxiety, so if your triggered by these things it...
