THE FORGOTTEN | K.S.J x K.T.H ☑️

Clinic Visit

This place is still very familiar. The pomegranate tree is still there in front of our home. Seems like yesterday when Jimin and I used to play outside with the other kids around the town. They would tease us for having pink hairs and purple eyes. I can still remember how I cried to my father on why my hair is like this. I told him to paint it black. But my father will just laugh at me. Those memories never failed to bring smile on my face.

I can't believe, it's been two years since the last time I've been here. My home that witnessed a very violent ending of my parents. Even my father and mother are not here with us, no matter how painful the past, it still feels like home.

"I made sure to clean everything before you arrive. I don't want baby pumpkin to smell dust and dirt." Jimin said as he touched my stomach as he cooed, "Baby pumpkin, Uncle Jimin cleaned the house for you."

My stomach is still flat. I am going 10 weeks pregnant and I'm experiencing morning sickness, restless legs and lately, no appetite. Jimin has been worrying a lot and keeps on insisting that I should visit Jackson pretty soon. I told him that I want to rest first and I will visit the hospital and have a check up on Friday which is two days from now.

I wonder how is Taehyung right now. Is he getting enough sleep? Is he eating on time? I hope he's not drowning himself with alcohol anymore. I moved out so he'll feel more comfortable in his own home. I really do hope he's doing okay and feeling a lot better now.

I waited for 2 days expecting that he will come and fetch me at Jimin's apartment. But he did not come. Well, maybe because he doesn't know where the apartment is. It's okay. But it hurts. I sometimes wonder why I expect for something I know will never happen.

I hope he gets to read my letter. I know he'll get bored reading it but I just want to let him know that our baby will love him even without his presence. I still want to remember the most handsome and loving human being I met three months ago and I'll make sure our baby will know that her father is like that.

"You're crying again." Jimin wiped my tears.

"Sorry Jimin."

"It's not good for you and the baby. I know you're hurting but please be okay. Even for the baby." Jimin's voice is so sweet and comforting. What am I going to do without him?

"Jimin, you know what scares me?" Jimin looked at me waiting. "Hoseok."

"I know. Me too. I hope he's already dead." Jimin held my hand and rub it. "Why don't you take a rest first? I'll prepare our dinner. Okay?"

I nodded. Jimin really is my home right now. He's the only family I have and I cannot afford to lose him. And definitely not with Hoseok.

"Let's go downtown on Saturday. Let's look for baby pumpkin's things." Jimin excitedly said over dinner.

"But I don't have money yet Chim. I guess it would be better if I'll find a job first." I said while munching on my salad.

Jimin shakes his head, "No hyung. We will not buy yet. Let's just look and find out how much so we have an idea how much to save."

"Well okay. That's actually a great idea." I smiled.

"Hmp! Taehyung should be the one buying things for your baby. It sucks he doesn't even care." Jimin blurted out. I did not look at him. I just stare at my food. Maybe Jimin noticed how I react.

"Hyung, I'm sorry about what I said. I'm being insensitive again." His puppy eyes - again. 😒

I just smiled, "It's okay. But Chim, don't say that he doesn't care. I'm pretty sure he does cares."

"Can you please stop picking him up? Can't you see he left you?" Jimin looks annoyed.

"He did not left me. I left the house Jimin. That's different." I reasoned.

"But he did not even look for you." Jimin insisted.

"He doesn't know where you live."

"Please stop defending him. He's a coward!"

I cried, "He's not a coward Jimin. Don't say that! He's the father of my child! My baby can hear you saying bad things about his father and I don't like that!"

Jimin was shocked to see me crying. He stood up, pulled a chair and sat beside me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and rest his chin on my shoulder.

"I don't understand why you love him that much. I'm sorry I made you cry. Let's not talk about him again okay?" Jimin sounds apologetic. I just nod. I can't get angry at Jimin. He's just too precious. I love him.

Friday came and as I promised to Jimin, I will visit Jackson today. Jimin accompany me to his clinic in a hospital near the area. But he has to leave early. He's found a job in a coffee shop.

This is the hospital who accepts our kind since all the doctors here are alphas, betas and omegas. They also accept pure breed human patients but they have a separate building for them.

I went in the clinic and saw his clinic assistant. "Hi, is Dr. Jackson Seo inside?"

"Yes sir. Please have a seat. What's your name? Do you have an appointment with him?" the assistant asked.

"Actually I don't. But I'm Kim Seokjin. He's my friend." I smiled.

The door behind his assistant swung open, it's Jackson. I smiled. He stared at me for a while.

"Seokjin?" He called. "Is that really you?"

I nodded and smiled. I stood up to shake his hand but he pulled me and hugged me.

"It's so nice to see you again. You're still soo beautiful as always."

I blushed. Jackson is always like that. He always say something that can fluster anyone. "Thank you."

"So what's brings you here?" I can see the excitement on Jackson's face.

"Well.. I want to get checked. I'm pregnant." I smiled.

I saw how the excitement on his face dies. He stared at me like he's trying to confirm if I'm telling the truth.

"You're already married?" He asked. He looked a little dismayed.

"No. I'm not married." I answered.

"Where's your partner?"

"I don't have a partner."

The excitement on his face came back to life. I regret why I said that I don't have a partner.

"Okay. Let me check how's your baby doing so I can give you supplements. Let's just talk about you tonight over dinner. Yes?" He smiled.

I just nod. I should have said no. But I think we need to catch up on some things. It's just a friendly date, after all.