TYLERS P.O.V
"Troye... You don't have to do this." I begged him, sobbing, gripping his shirt as if it's the last thing in the world and I couldn't let it leave me.
"Tyler. I don't like you. We're just friends. We are not compatible, we are nothing alike, and we will never.." He spoke making me burry my face in his shirt, soaking it with my tears. Troye spoke the next words that have never broken me so much, "Ever..." I could barely breathe, "Be together."
He shoved me off and ran towards a faint figure in the distance. Caspar. No. Not Caspar. Troye can't love Caspar. He has to love me. My breathing got worse until it was impossible to do so. In the background I heard a screaming, loud screaming. It was screaming my name.
"TYLER. WAKE THE FUCK UP." Korey yelled in my ear, shaking my lifeless body in an attempt to bring me back to earth. Oh my gosh, thank goodness it was just a dream.
"IM AWAKE," I yelped back. My voice cracking, "Why did you wake me?" I wasn't complaining, I was more than happy to be taken away from that literal hell, but I was still curious.
"I felt obligated to wake you up from your terrible nightmare that had you screaming and sobbing into your pillow before your drowned." It wasn't until now that I realized my pillow was soaking and my heart was racing, I was certainly out of breath. Images of the wretched dream came flooding back to me and my previous tears were replaced with new ones fairly quickly. I decided not to bother with wiping them away anymore, considering there would be more to take its place shortly after. "Tyler... why are you crying..." Korey asked softy, sitting on the edge of my bed.
"It's nothing serious really. Don't worry about it." I tried laughing it off through my sons in an attempt to wade him away. He wasn't taking any of that.
"Bullshit. I haven't known you for several years to believe that the way you're acting right now is 'not that big of a deal'." he spoke sternly, emphasizing the last six words with his fingers curled up into the shape of what-I-used-to-say resembled bunny ears, "I'm not leaving 'till you tell me what happened in your dream and why it had such an effect on you."
"Korey. Don't make me tell you." I couldn't possibly tell him that I have feelings for Troye. He always told me that Troye was far too young for me.
"Oh, I'm making you tell me."
We sat in silence for a bit before I finally gave in with a big huff, "Ikindaliketroyealotandhelikescasparandiamreallyjealousandidontknowwhattodoanymore." I said all in one move, hoping some of it he didn't hear and I could give use his 'not paying attention' as an excuse to not repeat it.
He turned his head and looked down at the floor, deep in thought.
Korey finally looked back up, his face looking more frustrated than angry, "Why were you afraid of telling me? Do you not trust me?"
Me? Not trust Korey? I trust him more than any other person in the world! We've been friends forever. It's not that I didn't trust him, more so that I thought he would judge me, "Korey, I know how you feel about Troye and I's age difference."
"Ty, that was before I actually met the kid! He's incredibly mature for his age, thus the huge age gap is irrelevant." He ended off with a smile as he hopped off the bed, "Now that you're calm, the Brit's came earlier this morning and breakfast with everyone is in half an hour. I'm going down stairs to get myself a coffee." Man, was I happy that Korey didn't judge me about the whole 'Troye' thing. He skipped his way to the door.
"Can you like, not do anything weird to embarrass me today?" I sat up against the headboard scrunching the fluffy duvet up to my chest. Korey stopped in his tracks before looking over his shoulder to send me a quick wink, sliding out the door and shutting it behind him. Damnit. He better not do anything stupid.
A/N
HEY LOOK I UPDATED YESTERDAY AND NOW IM
UPDATING AGAIN. PROPS TO ME not that many people are reading anyways BUT STILL.
I'm very tired and the next chapter should come very soon now that I'm more intrigued by whats happening and I got my creative juices flowing. Speaking of juices, today my friend got a bug in her eye and she has a fear of bugs anywhere near the eye area so she freaked out and I had to stick my fingers in her eye to get the bug out and I got her eye juices all over my fingers. That's always fun. I gagged.
Anyways, slightly less gross topic, I DONT HAVE SCHOOL THURSDAY OR FRIDAY which is cool. but also sucks cus y'know. I only have art on Thursdays so we miss it.
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