Closeness (A Troyler Story)

Chapter 12: Its What I Desire

TROYE'S P.O.V

"Troye. Troye. Troye. Troye. Troye." This was apparently my alarm, and it would not shut the fuck up, "Troye. Troye. Troye. Troye. Tro-"

"What the fuck do you want." I pried my eyes open, my expression softening when I saw who was hovering over me. "Oh. Hiiii Caspy." I opened up my arms and hugged him to my chest as Caspar returned the favour.

"Miss me?" He chuckled.

"Of course." I replied winking, sitting up on top of me. He was now straddling me with his knees on either side of my hips.

"Atleast it as mutual." The things I would do to make other thoughts mutual too would be outstanding, and a little erotic if I'm to be completely honest. "Breakfast is downstairs in 10 minutes if you wanna come down and chill. There will be pancakes." He offered getting off my lap, striding to the mirror before leaving the room.

"Where are you going?" I sat up against the headboard. He just shrugged before swinging open the door.

"I was going down early to see if there were any hot girls at the gym. I'll be in time for breakfast." I nodded as he closed the door behind him. And fuck. It hurt. I keep forgetting! Caspar is straight! He's just so damn cute. And have you seen his body? Damn. I've never really been into the muscular type to be honest, but I guess it's a recently grown preference. This is when another thing came into mind. Caspar said I had 10 minutes until breakfast? I have 10 minutes to make myself look presentable to the best of my friends who I haven't seen in weeks. Then again, sitting here in bed isn't going to help any.

I jumped off my bed and searched for my suitcase still lying open on the floor from where I fell yesterday. I buried my hands under the complete mess of clothes and finally found a burgundy sweater of mine, slipping it over my head. Snatching my inside-out skinnies laying on the floor from yesterday, I quickly fixed them and dragged them up my legs, doing up my zipper and button.

I grabbed my phone, sliding it into my pocket before checking myself out in the mirror.

Your hair is not doing you justice, Troye. Considering I don't exactly have the time to even try to make my hair look decent, I swiped up a beanie and adjusted it to my head, covering my rats-nest of hair I was now supporting.

Afterwards, I grabbed my room key, wallet, and left the room.

I arrived in the big buffet room filled with tons of tables. No matter how many tables there were, it didn't make it any harder to find where the youtube crew was seated. First I grabbed my food, then I walked up to the table and saw that everyone was invested in their own conversations, so I tapped Zoe on the shoulder.

"TROOYEEEE!" She squealed practically jumping out of her seat, spinning around to hug me.

Zoe squeezed me tighter than you could imagine for a little girl like her, "Hey Zoe." I groaned, "Want to loosen up a bit? I'm not really breathing." She quickly let go and gave me a sympathetic smile.

"I'm sorry! I've just missed you a lot." She giggled sitting back down and placing her hand into Alfie's. My envy for their strong relationship will continue to grow forever until I find someone like they found eachother. "Have a seat!" she offered cheerily, pointing to the only seat left at the table. It was next to Caspar and Connor, but across from Tyler, who was sitting next to Korey and Marcus.

Aside from the odd person exchanging 'Hi's and 'How are you's, everyone continued their chatter for a little bit while I sat there entirely less verbal than the rest of the group, eating my food.

I finished up my eating, but no one really seemed to notice or bother to strike up a conversation with me, so I pulled out my phone and opened the Twitter app while everyone else's chats once again turned into a light buzz in the background.

My thumb stopped scrolling at a recent post on Zoe's Twitter:

#Zalfie is in America! We can't wait to see your smiling faces so soon!

The tweet had a selfie of her and Alfie laying in bed together. It was simple. It was a little cheesy. It was cute. It wasn't extraordinary. It was everything I wanted in a relationship. It's the small things. That's what I desire. Nothing extravagant. Nothing expensive. Nothing supreme. I want a guy that looks at me the way Alfie looks at Zoe.

I felt something kick me under the table so I looked up. Everyone else was still wrapped up in their conversations, all except Tyler, who had his eyebrows sinking downwards into a curious but stern look. I mouthed the word 'what' to him and he rolled his eyes, picking up his phone and shaking it around just above the table so only I could see, hinting to check my phone. I looked down just as the screen lit up with Tyler's name on it.

Tilly <3: what's wrong?

Troye: what do you mean?

Tilly <3: you would have to be an idiot to be unable to identify when your best friend has something on his mind.

I sighed, knowing that arguing with Tyler would be no use. He knew me far too well to be convinced it was actually nothing. We looked back over the table at each other at the same time, and I just shrugged, looking back down at my phone. My screen lit up again.

Tilly <3: Talk about it later, yeah?

Troye: Yeah.

"So guys! Alfie and I were planning on going for a walk around to check out the different shops and stuff. You can join us if you want to in an hour or so." Zoe announced after clinking her glass. Lots of mumbling went down and Tyler raised his eyebrows, mouthing the words 'Wanna go?' to me. I nodded and smiled at him and he smiled back and we looked back at Zoe. Well, the empty space where we were expecting her to be. Her and Alfie had left and everyone else were slowly filing out. Tyler stood up after me, following me up the elevator and to my room, while Caspar went to go hangout with Marcus and Joe.

Tyler and I would have the room to ourselves to talk.

A/N

Its meeee (N/E written mobile ok)

I'm backkkk

Longish filler chapter. Troye wants a cute relationship. blah blah blah ANYWAAYS

I had school off this weekend so I was chillin with my crew (aka 2 people) and I forgot to update so oops sorry hehehehe

I have band camp oct. 27/28 so dats gon be funnnn I'll try to write during that time and update when I get back bc no wifi :(

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