One Shade of Love (KilluGon/GonKillu HxH)

Dorms Are The Worst Place

KILLUA

    I didn't understand my own reasoning to visit Gon. Right now I was speed walking down our dorms hallways, rushing to see Gon. When did we get so close? When did I become so dependant on him? When did I get so weak? 

    All of these questions only accumulated into my many problems. I pressed the down button for the elevator repeatedly, making me feel a little obsessive compulsive as I do this everytime I use the elevator. The elevator rang and I jumped into it, also obsessively pushing the first floor button.

     When the elevator stopped I ran out of it as soon as the doors opened. I ran and ran and ran all the way down the stetched out halls of the huge dormitory. Finally reaching my destination, I didn't bother to knock, throwing the door open, standing in the middle of the doorway frozen.

    "Killuaaa!" Gon screeched and I screeched back at him.

    "Don't call me that!"

    He paused before he sat down, confusion present around him. "But... But it's your name."

    "Shut up, I know that."

    I paced over to sit by him and Kurapika revealed himself, sitting in his classic reclining chair, raising his eyebrows twice making me feel uncomfortable. I felt my cheeks heat up slightly and I ran my finger across my throat, telling Kurapika I'd kill him if he persisted. He just rolled his eyes and turned back around.

    "Killua, wanna go to my room!" Gon asked and I felt heat rise to my cheeks again.

    "S-sure."

    He grabbed my hand and pulled me along with him. He sat on his bed and persisted that I sat next to him. I found ways around it though, saying every excuse in the book and some that probably weren't even in there yet.

    "Sit by meee." He whined.

    "No thanks." I sat on the floor in front of him with my legs crossed.

    He smirked slightly before appearing by my side, a sly expression covering his face. "Then I'll just sit by you!"

    I groaned and fell back onto my... Well. Back. "Jeez! You're really like a little kid y'know?"

   He just laughed and answered my question. "Yeeeah. I get that a lot."

    "It wasn't a compliment."

    Scoffing, he fell beside me, facing my face. He stared into my eyes a little too intently for my liking but I bared through it. He started to trace my facial structure and I had that uncomfortable feeling again. "Wh-what the fuck are you doing?"

    "Remembering everything about you incase this is the last time we ever meet again." He said as if it was something simple and not meaningful.

    "You embarrass me, even when there's no one around." 

    "Sorry." He said and continued tracing my face.

    "Don't apologise if it means nothing." I grumbled and crossed my arms.

    "But I meant it, I just couldn't think of anything else to say since you're so breathtaking. I can't believe my soulmate is so pretty."

    I felt my heart beat still and I choked on my saliva and air, mostly air. I coughed and shot myself away from his loving grasp. "THAT! THAT... Was uncalled for!" I pointed at him, coughing in between breaths.

    "WHY WON'T YOU ACCEPT MY LOVE!" He shouted, raising his hands and shaking his head.

    "It's hard to accept something you've never been offered." I muttered under my breath and Gon piped in.

     "What do you mean?" He asked, obviously interested in something I never intended to put on the market.

    "Love is not my forte. I don't react to it well. It's shocking to be told all of this. It overwhelms me and my brain basically shuts down, cutting off emotion." I said, using a lot a figurative language in the sentence to help Gon understand my dilemma.

    "I can help you." He exclaimed, tugging on my shirt.

    "And how would you help?" I asked, trying my best to not predict his next move.

    "Well. First, I would give you all of the love I had to offer." His hand crept onto my shoulder and he slowly moved his right hand onto my face.

    "Then?"

    He continued his little requiem of nice words and nice contact with me. "I'd start to physically show you my desire."

    I turned my head away to blush in peace. Not wanting to be alone I asked him to continue. "How?"

    "I'd begin by explaining what you mean to me..." He started leaning in closer and I started leaning away from him. Why was he so close? This was my space asshole.

    Curiosity was eating at my soul though, my curiosity piqued wanting to see what would happen if we continued. "Then?" My short responses were used as an evasion from him getting more physical, but also used for my own needs.

    "I'd start by kissing you." He said, a seductive and lusty feeling radiating off of him.

A/N: Weeee'll stop that there. I'm not ready to sin yet.