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VI • one time won't hurt

[LIGHT SMUT WARNING]

I've been living at the 'Mötley' house for about three weeks now. The boys moved my stuff here after two days of being here.

I really didn't want to stay this long, but they insisted and even Meghan agreed that it was probably better for me to stay away from my house.

Me and Nikki turned out to be like two peas in a pod. He has been so careful and sweet with me the past weeks. He refused to let me sleep on the couch, so he was still offering his bed to me every night. I felt bad for invading his space like that, but he said it didn't matter. I like this side of Nikki.

I think I'm really starting to like him.

I was smoking some pot with Nikki and Tommy at the moment. We were sitting on the couch in the living room, with me in between the both of them. I was leaning against Nikki's chest.

I started to feel better everyday, slowly pushing the memory of me being raped out of my system.

I refuse to let an event like this ruin my life.

"Yooo man!" Tommy slurred, "this pot is fucking amazing. I don't know about you guys, but I'm as high as a fucking airplane!" he laughed while taking another drag. He then passed the joint to me.

We were all high as a kite, talking about the most random shit. I was really having a good time. I took some long drags and passed it to Nikki. He looked at me and started to smirk.

"Aye, watch this," he said, looking at Tommy. I definitely wasn't prepared for what was coming next.

He takes a long drag of the joint and holds the smoke in his lungs. He grabs my face with his hand and slowly pulls me closer.

"Open your mouth." he whispers, sending shivers down my spine.

I do as told and open my mouth a little. He leans in and I feel his lips brushing over mine. There are a million thoughts racing through my head.

Is he going to kiss me? What if my breath stinks? Do I kiss him back? Is he even going to kiss me?

I look at him with droopy, red eyes as he slowly exhales the smoke into my mouth. I can still feel his lips lingering on mine, just inches away from actually touching them. I inhale the smoke, and blow it out after a couple of seconds.

He pulls back and smirks at me. I stare at him, speechless. I hear Tommy let out a deep chuckle from beside me.

"I knew it. He's in love." Tommy suddenly says. Nikki's head shoots up and he glares daggers at Tommy, giving him a hard slap on his arm. He winces in pain and rubs his arm.

"I'm going to take a piss. Be right back." Nikki says, falling off the couch. Tommy and I both start to laugh, causing Nikki to turn around and shoot us the middle finger before walking out.