Back then || KIMHANBIN

09

I woke up n panicked SM, I ran to get my clothes n shoes ready, I forgot that I had work yesterday idk what to do now, tomorrow I have university n ugh I should've worked yesterday, fuck my life, I wore my clothes n tied my hair into space buns.

I got my phone, Eva n yoona went to work, boyoung told me Yunhyeong can drop me but she stayed home, I was really nervous to be alone inside the car with Yunhyeong, I went down n saw him already there, I entered the car, "hey" I said, "hey hyunah whatsupp" he said, "I'm good what about u" I said, "good where is boyoung?" He said, "ah she is in the house she won't come" I said, "ok great" he mumbled n drove, "I heard from boyoung u forgot to come yesterday" said Yunhyeong n kept driving, my eyes were on his hands, he looked so attractive, his blonde n curly hair was fucking hot, "hyunah?" He said, "oh ya idk but I somehow forgot about my work" I said, "ok here we r" he said, "thank u!" I said n went but he called my name, I turned around to see him,"I'll pick u up whenever u finish ok?" He said n I nodded, "hyunah come here for a sec" he said, "I need to use ur phone just for a sec" he said, "oh..ok" I mumbled n gave it, he was writing down a number, he called it, his phone started ringing, he hung up n handed the phone, "call me" he said n looked at me, I nodded, he smiled like a jerk n drove away, "wtf..." I said, i went to the door n knocked, Hanbin opened the door, "why didn't u come yesterday?" He said, "I forgot" I said, "this is not something to forgot do u think this is a joke? If u do so fuck off ur fired!" He yelled, I opened my eyes widely, "ok fine fine! I'll come by time from tomorrow on" I said, "this is ur last chance" he said, I rolled my eyes, he opened the door widely so I got in, he slammed the door n sighed, he went to his room, what am I suppose to do stand here n look around for hanbyul or ask that asshole where is she, ugh... I sat down, he got out of his room, he looked at me, "wtf r u waiting for? Should I give u invitation card?" He said, "HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW WHERE HANBYUL IS!" I yelled, "I'm in a strangers house what should I do" I said, "don't raise ur voice" he said, "so u don't do it as well" I said, hanbyul appeared n she smiled at me, she waved, "hello!" I said n smiled, "hanbyul u don't need a babysitter anyway right?" He said, "no I do! When u go to work u leave me alone in the house" she said, "i was scared yesterday" she said, "he left u alone?" I said, n she nodded, "I'm really sorry" I said n hugged her, "it's ur fault who told u to not come" he said, "shut up bi" I said, "how dare u use my nickname" he said, "u turn every small thing into a huge mistake" I said, "it's nap time" said hanbyul, "do u eat anything before nap?" I said she shook her head, "yes she does" said Hanbin, "what?" I said n he went to the kitchen, I followed him, "tell me exactly everything so I can work properly!" I yelled n followed his every steps until he turned around n came to me, I flinched n stepped backwards, "listen carefully then stupid" he said, "don't u dare call me stupid" I said, "shut up" he said n looked at me, I looked away, "u shut up first" I said, "I'm the owner of the house so u keep quiet" he said, "but house owners don't treat guests like u do" I said, "don't talk too much" he said n poured some milk into a glass, "ur the only one who talks too-" I flinched when he hit the table harshly with his hand, "u talk too much" he said n went away, I followed him to hanbyul's room, she drank milk n fell asleep, Hanbin went away, I went to his room n knocked, "come in" he said, "so I was wonder-" he cut me off, "u again!? Wtf do u want" he said, "don't u get it that I ducking hate ur existence in my house" he said n I gulped, "fuck off I'm doing my work here ok" I said, he pushed his chair away n came to the door, he stepped forward n closer to me, "what do u want" he said, his white t-shirt made his chest look big which took all my attention, my heart beated, he looked so good with white n light plain t-shirts, I sighed as I looked at his chest, he snapped his fingers, "did u die?" He said, "wtf?" I said, "why aren't u looking at me?" He said, I shook my head n turned around, he held my wrist n made me turn back, "don't turn ur back when I'm talking to u" he said angrily, "ok fine leave" I said n pulled my hand, I sat in the living room n played with my phone.

Next week
I got ready n wore my clothes.

Eva dropped me, I went n knocked on the door, hanbyul opened the door, I came in, "why did u come late?" Said Hanbin, "sorry I was doin-" he cut me off, "I told u if u come late again I'm gonna fire u!" He yelled, "don't fucking yell I'm a fucking student n I was doing my homework" I yelled, Hanbin looked at hanbyul, he pulled me in his room n pushed me on the wall, "how u dare curse infront of her" he said, "don't fucking yell-" he cut me off n pressed my cheeks, "don't act so smart n I don't want to see u here again" he said, "that was ur last chance" he said, "ok wtf listen to me" I said, he ignored sat on his chair, "Hanbin..." I sighed, "fuck off" he yelled, "listen to me first" he got up n pushed me out of his room, "r u ok?" Said hanbyul, I nodded n gulped, I sat on my knees, "hanbyul I guess we should say goodbye" I said, "no worries we will meet again" she said, "I don't think so" I said n smiled, "do u like Hanbin?" She said, I started smiling, "ur beautiful" she said, "hanbyul" I said n hugged her tightly, "he never talks to me nor he will I wish he did it once" I said, "I won't see him after this nor I'll see u hanbyul" I said n smiled, she broke the hug,"he will talk to u" she said, "I'm leaving now" I said, "through music" she said, "becuz he can't Talk" she said n smiled, she melted my heart, I sighed n left.

Little did I know this was the last time I'll see him.