Back then || KIMHANBIN

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I looked at him, he was looking at me, I could feel his breathe against my face, I gulped, he kept looking at me, I grabbed his collar n pulled him closer, I smashed my lips on his, I bit his lower lips, I heard his gulp, his Adam's apple made me tremble, my heart couldn't stop beating, I broke the kiss n give him hickeys around his Adam's apple, I sucked his earlobe, he moaned in my ears, I clenched on his shirt, he picked me up, his hands were on my thighs, he pushed me on his bed, he took out his shirt, "fuck..." I mumbled, his body was just my type, he smirked not ran his fingers through his blonde hair, he sucked my neck, I felt his stiff  & warm bulge, I wrapped my legs around his back, I left scars on his back.

I woke up in the middle of the night, I yawned n looked at the side, Hanbin was sleeping, "wow..." I mumbled, I kissed his forehead, he opened his eyes, I blushed, "no need to blush anymore baby" he said, I blushed even more after the nickname he called me, he kissed my cheek n got up, he was wearing his underwear only, his body made me tremble, he went to the bathroom, I wear shirt, I got up, I saw my bra n underwear on the ground, I immediately took it n kept it in my bag, he came back, he ran his hands through his hair, he smiled at me, it was dark, there was a dim light coming from the bathroom, I opened the lamp beside the bed, I got up n walked to him, he looked at me, he put a standard of my hair behind my ear, I grabbed his hair n made a ponytail, I looked at him my heart started beating so fast, it was my weakness, "do u like to suffer?" He said, I rolled my eyes, he picked me up on his shoulder n pushed me on the bed, he kissed me gently, he back hugged me n put the blanket over us.

I woke up, bi wasn't in bed, I yawned n sat on the bed, I felt dizzy n weak, I saw him getting out of the bathroom, he had a tighter ponytail, I rolled my eyes, I felt my heart beating so bad, he came to me, he was in a loose pant, he didn't wear underwear, "bi did u ever talk to Eva or boyoung?" I asked, "no why?" He said, I shook my head, "u don't like to see ur weakness? Especially in me?" He said, I opened my eyes widely, "wtf stupid!" I said n threw the pillow on him, he kept smiling, he came to me, he crawled n came on top of me, I could see his hair tied, "fuck my life..." I mumbled, he smirked, he got closer n leaned in for a kiss when we heard the door, "wear ur clothes" he said n got out of the room, I wear my dress, while my bra n underwear was still in my bag, "why TF is he in a loose pant..." I mumbled, I rolled my eyes n shook my head.

I got out of the room n saw Yunhyeong, "oh here u r" he said, "u want me to drop u home?" Said Yunhyeong, "if she wanted to come home I would've already dropped her from ages" said Hanbin, "ok ok chill" said Yunhyeong, Yunhyeong got up, I came to the living room, Hanbin grabbed my wrist n pulled me into his arms, his back was facing Yunhyeong, I could see Yunhyeong standing there in a disappointment, Yunhyeong got out without saying anything, Hanbin broke the hug n locked the door, "go wear ur clothes properly" he said, "I'll drop u home" he said, "these r my cloth-" he cut me off, "go wear ur bra" he said, I blushed, I wanted to walk to the room when I felt his back hug, I felt so warm, "ur such a baby" he said, "I always want to protect u at all costs" he said, he kissed my earlobe, I gulped n turned around, "go" he whispered n smiled.

I wore my bra n underwear, I walked back to the living room, "why did u came out like that infront of Yunhyeong" he said, "like?" I said, "ur nipples were showing" he said, my heart skipped a beat, if I would act a bit as a dominant or maybe if I wouldn't be all shy, I don't think he would be all brave to say these things, from what I remember bi is a shy person, I blushed n looked away, he held my wrist n pulled me into his arms, I breathed heavily, he held my chin n made me look at him, he smiled, I looked away, his smile kills me, he buried his head in my neck n sucked it, I clenched onto his shirt, he then hugged me tightly wrapping his arms around my waist, we hugged for a good 12 minute, we both broke the hug, "i think I have to go now..." I mumbled, "why?" He said n held my wrist, "I-I wanna go home" I said n still not got over him, I blushed everytime, I became nervous everytime, I couldn't stop my heart from beating so much, I couldn't stop feeling nervous around him, I couldn't stop looking away when he spoke, I gulped, "the driver will drop u" he said.

I went back home, Eva was teasing me about sleeping in hanbin's apartment, well it sounds kinda weird saying hanbin's apartment, but then I ignored her n her teasing, I fell asleep.

I woke up n ran to boyoung knowing today was her date with yunhyeong, I went in all excited, I hit her shoulder, "hoe stop!" She said n giggled, she blushed so bad.