Eva went to pick them up today, I enjoyed sitting at my room, when she came back she told me to pick them but since I had my periods I was tired n didn't want to move a finger so she told boyoung, Eva wanted to take a nap but she slept for many hours n scolded me for not picking them up.
I didn't even have their number it was almost midnight n I don't know how they returned to the hotel, I was getting ready to sleep I heard rocks hitting my window, I got up n yawned, "Hanbin..." I mumbled, I got down, we both want at the back of the house like yesterday, "did u guys forget to pick us today?" He said, I nodded, he kept looking at me, my heart was poounding so bad, he put his hand on my chest, "why so nervous?" He said n smirked, "still have a crush on me?" He said, I opened my eyes widely n pushed him, he pulled me pushed me against the wall, "r u embarrassed?" He said n smiled like a jerk, "ok fine r u happy that I like u" I said, "like?" He said, "ugh Hanbin!" I said, "ok fine" he said n smiled, I looked away, "why r u so shy?" He said, I started blushing even more, "sh-shut up" I said, I clenched onto my hoodie, he leaned closer n grabbed my chin, my heart was beating so fast, I breathed heavily n trembled, "do u remember when we kissed last time?" He said, I gripped tight onto my hoodie n clenched it, "2 years ago on the uni corridor when the fire alarm broke out" I said, "I didn't use to like u but Jay told me u didn't have ur first kiss" he said, "so I wanted to be ur first kiss" he said, my heart started beating, "becuz he told me I would fall in love with u I told him I won't" he said, I gulped, "good for u" I said n ignored his looks, "but here I am" he said, I immediately looked at him, he was looking at me, I closed my eyes n breathed heavily, "don't faint" he said n pulled me from my waist n leaned in to kiss me, but he just give a peck, I opened my eyes but couldn't handle it, I was trembling so bad, I fucking fainted out of nervousness, don't leave until I wake up.
I opened my eyes n saw no one, I suddenly felt someone hand on mine, fingers locked between mine, I looked at the side to see Hanbin sitting on his knees n looking at me, I must be dreaming no way, "Hanbin" as I said I woke up, "wtf..." I said n saw myself outside on the spot we were standing, "wtf!" I yelled, I went home n slept, I can't believe he left me outside, stupid,,,
I woke up n wore my clothes, me n boyoung will drop them today, I straight my hair n let it open, I put my makeup.
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I wore warm clothes to be comfortable while I'm on my fucking periods, I yawned as I turned on the van, I arrived at boyoung's place, "ur here baby!" She said, she drove n I sat beside here, we finally arrived, they all came in, "wtf is this?" Said Jay, "I want to sit in the front" he said, "go at the back" said Jay, I got out of the car n pushed him at the back,"yunhyeong can I have ur seat plz?" I said, "oh ya sure" he said n went to the front, "u go at the very back" I said to Jay, he sighed n went, "u left me fainted on the grass yesterday" I said to Hanbin but he didn't look, "Hanbin?" I said, "excuse me what?" He said, "u left-" he cut me off, "what r u talking about" he said, I gulped n knew that he was hiding from everyone even though we weren't in a relationship or anything but I guess he has the right to hide it.
I saw Yunhyeong looking at boyoung, I smiled looking at him, "guys say something" said Jay, "just stay quiet I'm sleepy" said Hanbin n slept, "ur always like that" said Yunhyeong, we finally arrived, n me n boyoung went home after we dropped them, boyoung went to pick them up, I thought Hanbin will come at night but he didn't...its been 3 months we haven't seen them, I became a fan of ikon, I watched everything n listened to everything, I fell harder for Hanbin but then,,, I heard he left ikon due to some scandals n ugh god knows how he is now.
