why me? /Marcus Dobre

Too much

I got up at 6:45 with a feeling that i could get through today. I mean i kinda already beat the sh*t outta that bi*ch yesterday,so yea. I wore this:

Fishnets with ripped jeans was another one of Marcus' turn ons. I went downstairs and made a mug of coffee. I eat a coco pops car as well. I finish everything and clean up. U say bye to my parents(yes they are still here😂)  and left. I drove at a usual pace but still kinda fast. I pull up into a parking lot near the front and get out. As I get out I see the entire football squad looking at me. Some of them weren't actually that bad. I see the captain Cody walk up to me.
Cody: looking fine today.
D: thank you. You dont look too bad yourself.
Cody smirks and pulls me into a hug. Wow. He's never hugged anyone before. Okay. I see the team staring with their mouths wide open. I will and they all just I dunno just go bonkers. Geez. I let go and walk to my locker and just my fu*king luck I see Jessica and marcus near mg locker shoving their tongues down each others throat. Ewwww..... I mean marcus and i never did that in school. We respected others. Seems like he got over me quickly. I sighed and grabbed my stuff from my locker and walked to class,math. I have math first for most of the week. I went in and sat down and started scrolling through Instagram. I heard everyone shuffling and stopped. I looked up and the lesson started. Half way through the lesson o heard the slightest moan and i looked beside me to see Marcus kissing Jessica's neck. OMFG. What the hell?! I looked away and tears brimmed my eye. Everyone looked at me sympathetically. I can't stand this. But i had to. I ignored them little make out session and focused on my work. I saw Marcus briefly scan me. Obvls looking at my outfit. Concentrate on your fu*king bi*chass of  a girlfriend,you *sshole. He looked away when he saw I caught him. Ughhhhhh how an I supposed to deal with this for an entire year. I continued listening and just ignored them. Eventually the bell rang. Thank God I was saved. I went to my next class which I has with Marcus again. Why the fu*k do I have so many classes with Marcus. This year is gonna be a killing. I wish I could sit around all day and i dunno eat ice cream dance and do whatever I feel like but I have to come to this place and get tortured. I hate my life right now. I walked into my chemistry class. This was by far the worst class ever. I sat right next to marcus. Someone please please help me. I walked in and sat down and pulled out my phone to get distracted. I went on Instagram and liked pictures from fans and people I know. Yeah and then I came upon one if Marcus and Jessica. To be honest it looked as if Marcus was feeling a little bit awkward. Yea I'm it's a stupid thought cause she's his girlfriend. But i dunno. *sigh*. I looked up to see marcus staring at me. D: oh! Mah God!
M: oh sorry did I startle you?
D: yea.
M: oh my bad.
I just nodded my head and kept on looking st my phone and scrolling. I looked at everything good and liked and responded to my dm's and watched some tik toks. Soon the teacher came in and said that we needed to put all phone away. Halfway through class I could feel a pair of eyes piercing through me. I looked to my wide and see Marcus staring at me. I waved my hand infrnr if he snapped out of it.
M: sorry
D: it's cool.
M: okay listen, we needa talk.
D: about?
M: everything.
D: what do you mean?
M: meet me at locker later after the bell rings
D: no hey the hell would i do that?
M: just please?
D: I dunno
He was silent and the lesson went on and i could see Marcus texting someone. I couldn't exactly see who it was. He shifted his position a little bit and i saw it said.... Jess😍😘❤. I can't.
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