why me? /Marcus Dobre

I should understand

I woke up this morning with a headache. Probably from all the crying. I know that I should get over his and apologise but am I really ready for that??? I did my morning routine and put on make up so that nobody could see my red puffy eyes.
I dressed into this...

I went downstairs and grabbed some yoghurt from the fridge and cut up some berries and put them with the yoghurt. I grabbed a spoon and went and sat on the couch. I was busy watching a YouTube video and eating when I heard another door open. I looked up to see ivanne.
D: Hey ivanne!
I: you're looking smiley. Feeling better?
D: uhh yea. I mean it's a new day
I: glad you're feeling this way. Remember we've got math first lesson. Did you do your homework?
D: oh yeah. I mean I had to.
I: yeaaa and at what time?
D: 12am.
I: hmmmm you need sleep.
D: bro I did get enough sleep. I just woke up at like that time and realised I didn't finish. Sooooo
I: lol it's chilled ready?
D: oh yea.
We got up and u grabbed my car keys and we drove to school. We were driving along when I spoke up:
D: I need your advice.
I: Yes? Continue.
D: so idk what to do with marcus. Chase I don't like jade but like he keeps defending her and I don't know why it's bothering me but it's like he never pays attention to me anymore.
I: you gotta confront him, child. If he doesn't know how is he supposed to tell how you feel?
D:  idk. The things whenever I tell him he just keeps defending Jade and idk how to feel anymore. Do you get me? I mean some people say our relationship is becoming toxic and idk what to even think about it anymore
I: listen I've got something to tell you. Don't listen to those people they're just turning into haters and we just need to ignore them haters. Show them that you don't care about what they think, show them you guys are not toxic, sweetie, you got this. Kay?
D: thanks, you always give the best advice.
We were 15 mins away from school so I got lost in thought.
Maybe I do overreact
I should hear him out.
He always listens to me
He said he loves me
I should confront him
I want his hugs
He's always there for me
I need to be there for him.
I also love him
I'm ready to talk.

I decide to post on Instagram cause why not?

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We arrived at school and we got off and I got ALOT OF states.like seriously? I walked straight to my locker with Ivanita next to me. She said she was gonna go get something from her locker and when she left I felt someone next to me. K looked to my since to see marcus.
D: hi.
M: hello. Ready to talk?
D: yep. Ready to listen?
M: everytime,  anytime
D: okay here I go, listen marcus I'm really sorry for acting like a cow earlier, I didn't mean to act like that it's just I guess I was afraid of everything. But I realised that I'm overreacting and being way too dramatic and I mean you're loyal right and I need to trust you more. I guess I was also jealous that I wasn't getting more attention or the attention that I felt like I needed. I felt like most conversations were directed more toward jade, it's like she foung her way into our topics and it made me feel idk uncomfortable and yes I'll admit I was jealous cause I thought she had something that I didn't
M: I'm sorry I just don't know what got to my head. I mean I wouldn't have cheated in you but I felt like you never saw her other side and I guess I know how to informed your own opinion on how she looked. You know I'll always love you and I am loyal and I go mad at you for something stupid I'm sorry. I love you Dayna.
D: I love you too marcus. K forgive you
M: let's go.
We walked to the cafeteria to see Lucas standing on a table and Ivanita sitting on the bench and every e also in our friend group huddled around them. We walked over and I stuck my head into it to see Lucas dancing to a children song and everyone else was singing along.
Lucas noticed us.
L: welcome lovebirds. Everything good?
M: yes.
D: yup.
We walked and sat down and started to eat our lunch which was pasta and some juice. We ate peacefully which is surprising. Usually the group was very loud.

When the bell had rung I got up  and so did marcus . We started walking to our next class which was English which thankfully we had together. We walked in and took a seat as everyone came piling in. Jade walked in last and looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. Woahhhhh. What just happened? Did Jade just smile at me? Omg maybe marcus was right. Should I try get along?
Yes.
I was snapped out of my thought by marcus tryna get me to look at him.
M: Dayna!
D: hmm..Oh yea?!
M:c'mon why aren't you listening to me?
D: oh right sorry I just got caught in a day dream.
M: Kay so ideas asking you of you wanted to go to the movies?
D: to the movies?
M: Yea?
D: I would love to but I'm sorry I can't cause my brother is coming over and o have to get everything together.
M: your brother lives in LA?
D: yea. Wait I didn't tell you?
M: well DUH if  asking. Wait why didn't you stay with him when you came here?
D: you see he would have asked why I'm here and also killed you and also I needed my space.
M: right. So is anyone else coming over?
D: oh yea. The team,my bro, some friends, and you guys ofc.
M:oh hi so like a party.
I shrugged.
M: so what we're you daydreaming about earlier?
D: huh? Oh ummm well you see I was surprised that jade smiled at me.
M: see-
D: marcus please don't tell me that you told me and blah blah blah
M:oh okay sorry but ready to give her a chance?
D: I'll try.
Soon enough everyone was in the class and the teacher, Mr Quinn started talking.
MQ: so, today I will be pairing you up and you'll be working on a exam on the different chemicals and reactions and formulas, yes you will be getting it today to work on and u expect most of you to get and A because you get to take it home so the pairs are,
Jenny and mason
Gareth and Elina
Maddy and Zach
Tristan and Maya
Daniel and Lara
Hailey and Jemma
Kacie and Carly
Jade and Dayna
Marcus and Nick
Sarah and Jude.
.
.
.

Once everyone was paired up I went over to jade and sat down. She started talking....(guys be aware I'm saying the full swearing words cause I'm too lazy to find the star rn,💜)
J: so before we start this I wanna say that I'm sorry for being an ass to you and your boyfriend and I wanna say that I'm so fucking sorry if I fucked up your relationship I feel seriously bad. I was being a bitch and trying to feel like a badass and clearly it didn't work
Okay? So I didn't wanna get with your boyfriend or anything ,I just wanted to have a friend and I realised that bein a fucktard wouldn't get me anywhere so again I'm sorry and you don't have to forgive me if you do to want to...

Yohhhhhh

D:well it's okay jade, I forgive you everyone makes mistakes once in a while and it's okay. Wanna be friends?
J:yea thanks.
We hugged and I asked her..
D: Hey im having like a party thing at home do you wanna come?
J: ofc. We can get to know each other better .
D: andddd maybe we can find you a guy..
We laughed and started working on the project until the bell rang, which means.....

SCHOOL IS OVERRRR

I went to my car and ivanne eventually came so we started driving home we talked about everything and I told her about everything and about jade and marcus and yeaaaa.
We got home and after 5 mins the boys came.
We greeted hugged and shit and started prepping firnthe party.

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