I got up this morning and looked like a fu*king druggie. My eyes were red and swollen and my cheeks were rosy and o looked like a car fu*king clawed me. Uggghhh i started to cry again, seeing the image of Marcus and Jessica. I thought he was loyal and trustworthy. Well I guess I was wrong. He's the complete opposite of whatever I say. I grabbed the blade and started cutting slow long cuts until I heard a k ock on the bathroom door.
L: DAYNA! ARE YOU OKAY?!
sh*t I forgot that Lucas and Dari are head.
D: YEAH IM FINE IM JUST GONNA TAKE A SHOWER
D: OKAY. DONT DO ANYTHING YOU'LL REGRET!
D: REALLY LUCAS? I WOULDNT THINK OF IT!....
L: OKAY......
Fu*k it i just lied to Lucas! What am I doing to myself? I saw the blood dripping down my arm. I cleaned up everything a d took a shower and put this on...
(Lol and yes she had all the chocolates and tissues and everything else with😂and she wore a black jacket so they wouldn't see the cuts)I took everything to the lounge and Lucas and Dari we waiting for me.
Dari: you're finally here.
L: took you long enough. Why such a lazy outfit tho?
D: i di dnt take that long and second of all this isn't a lazy outfit, it's a breakup outfit!
L: oh wow.
We laughed and sat down and watched movies on netflix and we just ate a lotta junk food which kinda helped me i guess. I checked the time again and it was only 12. Omf how am I supposed to get through today? We got off the couch and Dari and luca said that they were gonna make lunch so I went upstairs and went into my room. I saw all of ma and marcus pictures and memories and just broke down. How could he so this?! I didnt take the pictures down as yet cause I don't wanna throw him away completely. Not as yet atleast. I walked around looking at pictures of us being together: piggyback kisses hugs and everything else I loved about outer relationship. I guess it's all over now.
Why Marcus? I was sitting in my bed when Dari and luca came in....
Dari: lunch is ready.
L: yea we made a chicken salad.
D: oh wow I didnt know that two dumb nuts could make a salad
L: Hey!
D: hi!
L: very funny
Dari: now c'mon and eat! Vacation is almost over! Enjoy the last bits of it.
D:yeah yeah okay I won't spend all of it in my room crying.
L:that's my girl. Would you like me to call ivanita? (Yes she met her before)
D:yes please.
L:kay
He left to call her
Dari: I know.
D: know what
Dari: what you've done
D: what have I done .
Dari: c'mon Dayna I'm your "older brother " I know when you've done thinhs to yourself.
Fu*k He was referring to me cutting.
D: I haven't done anything to myself.
Dari: than what's this?
He rolled up my jacket sleeve slightly to reveal a few marks.
D: I'm sorry Dari
Dari: it's okay but don't lie to me Okay?
D: yes sir.
We laughed and Lucas can in: nice to hear you laugh and ivanita is on her way over right now.
D: Okay thanks luca.
L: anytime.
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.
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I heard the doorbell ring and i went to get It and it was ivanita.
D: girlieeeeee!!!!!
I: sweeeeeeetssssss!!!!!!!
She hugged me and whispered to me
I: I'm so sorry
D:it's okay. It wasn't your fault.he decided to do that.
L:well I've gotta film a video for Lucas and marcus and i dunno ,Dari what are you gonna do?
Dari : I have to go see my girl.
I ran up to them and gave them a big bear hug😊.
D: thanks for being there when i needed you the most .
L&Dari: anytime. Love you
D: LOVE YOU TO
they left and me and ivanita sat ading all day. She was telling me how to handle it and that i shouldn't be cutting myself and also i should go out more and blah blah, blah blah blah, blah blah. It was great hanging out with someone that i am very close to and that is a GIRL I know , but I mostly have guy friends so it would kinda be weird talking to him about it. You feel Me? Anyways ivanita said that we should that we should atleast stay in touch and i said
D:there is no way that we can even be friends cause it would be way awkward. For both of us.
I: yeah I guess. Well why don't i make us some dinner seeing as it's already 5PM?
D: yeah sure. What do you wanna eat?
I: well key at do you have in the refrigerator?
D: a lotta stuff.
I:well what do you wanna eat then?
D:I dunno what can you make?
I: well I specialize in a whole lot of things. Ask me and I'll tell you if I can it can't.
D: okay. Can you do lasagne?
I: yep. I actually feel.like having that.
D:lol. Can i help?
I: ofcourse. Let me just get everything out
The doorbell rang. Huh? I hope that it's Lucas and Dari or Cy. I'm not in the mood to speak to anyone else. And yes Ethan is still in town he is just at a friends for a whole and my parents are also just staying at a friends lodge for this week. So yes I am surrounded by people I love. But i know Ethan and if I tell him he'll just go into automatic beast mode. He'll kill Marcus if he can. I get the door and i see Marcus. Before I can slam the door he catches it and comes in he pulls me in and grabs my ass. I try to get away from him
D: LET ME GO!!!!
M: FU*K IT DAYNA! LEMME EXPLAIN!
D: ID RATHER BE DEAD THAN HEAR ALL YOU FU*KING APOLOGIES! I DONT WANNA SEE YOU!
I see ivanita running toward me.
I: OMG MARCUS LEAVE HER ALONE!
M: WHATS GONNA FU*KING MAKE ME?
I: LEAVE HER ALONE OR IM GONNA CALL THE COPS.
He set me down and i was full on crying. Memories were just rushing through my brain. Marcus kissed me softly on the cheek. I tried jerking away but he was too fast. I wiped my cheek. And he said....
M: I'm sorry princess.
D:don't call me princess. Got it? Now please leave me the fu*k alone. I don't
wanna see you.
He left and ivanita ran to me and gave me a hug.
I:it's gonna be okay sweets it is.
I was crying until we smelled something.
D: Hey! You made the lasagne without me !
Ivanita wipes a few of her tears too. You see this is the thing is that out friendship is something like this when one person laughs the other person does too and if one person gets the other one does too. It's like we feel each others happiness and pain.
I: well I had too. You were taking too long at the door.
D: whatever well as you witnessed we were having a situation.
I: ik but,anyways let's just get our food or else it's gonna be burnt!
We got the food out the oven and then we sat and ate and talked and even laughed and for once I felt like I can do this. I am strong and i dont need a man. I am a women! When we are done I went upstairs and said to myself....... I can get through this. I'm ready to let go of us. -But still keeping the photos!- to just be my single,free,powerful self!. I got a picture if me and marcus and posted it on Instagram........therealdayna
Dont call me princess cause your not my prince👑
Don't call me baby cause you ain't my bae💍
Don't call me honey cause I'm not that sweet🍯
Don't dare say you love me cause you won't like the answer💔💔💔💔
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