Honestly, I really need someone to talk to right now.
I messed up, really bad.
I was at my dad's and my mum called asking if I wanted to come home early to spend time with my step sister before she left. My dad was out at the time and we'd all made plans to go out somewhere to eat. So I said I'd have to ask him if I could.
When my dad got back he has a text from my mum saying that " He doesn't need to ask to spend time with his mum." And that caused a huge argument between them that lasted about half an hour.
They would usually make plans for when I would go to my dad's but they decided they didn't want anything to do with each other anymore.
Then my dad left again because he had something to do, but he called and at the end of our conversation he said "But you're not bothered wether you see me again or not, are you?" And I didn't know what to say, so I stayed silent. Then he said " That answers that then. " and hung up.
My own dad now thinks I don't care about him.
I have no idea when I'm going to see him again.
All of this happened because of me.
It's all my fault.
