Trust is all it takes

Nine - One After Another

The city was quiet for once, there hadn't been anything that was worth doing for me, i mind was on what my 'good' version had said, and what the cop had said, they were both more fucked up than me and i understood that clearly when i had seen that broken look in zonic's eyes before he covered it with his visor and dragged us to a dead zone, but the sheer fact that Sonic of all people wanted to die? Thats what shook me the most, i sighed to myself as i kept walking

I didn't feel like going to my gang who had sold me out to not only a worse guy than me.. but also the zone cops, maybe...i needed to fix some things here and then help out my other versions....i sighed again as i walked through the dead streets there was blood and ruin and...it was all my fault...if i hadn't killed the fucking asshole then maybe none of this would had happened

"what the fuck is wrong with me?!" I snapped at my self as i punched a brick wall, "It was me or him, it's always been me alone, even with the cheating bitch! Why the hell should i care about those two copies?! if their gone i can do whatever the fuck i want cause no one could fucking catch me again....But...Why do i...I care?" I whispered to myself as tears began rolling down my cheeks...I haven't cried in years..."But what would it matter?" I started laughing "Who would give a fuck about me after the shit i've done?! and how the fuck am i meant to trust anyone when i don't even trust myself?!" i laughed as i cried, maybe dad was right...maybe i really am a brat who deserves to not exist...

I honestly don't remember falling asleep but when i woke up i saw the shit head of a form that i 'was given to keep me safe' or whatever he said he was here for, Streaks only had a bland expression as he stood before me, his eyes had no emotion as he looked down at me

"You criticize yourself too much Scourge" he sated "and couldn't you had picked a better place to sleep, instead of the middle of the street where someone could had killed?" He scoffed

"i never asked you for your opinion" I muttered as I stood and fixed up my jacket and began walking away as i felt the pain from sleeping on the rough ground that had who knows what on it, The purple hedgehog with yellow and black eyes only followed behind me

"you know i can hear you and your thoughts Scourge, and just so you know" Streaks snapped at me and cause me to turn to him "there's always someone to trust, and you know who that is? No, cause you don't give the boy enough credit, you don't take care of him and you beat him down every second of every day Scourge, thats what you don't realise it and you should, cause thats your problem..."

"And whats the point of your speach?! cause I don't even know who your fucking talking abo-" I was cut off

"That boy i was talking about is you" Streaks snapped at me, i jerked back slightly at the angered tone "Cause you don't know that Trust is all it takes" Streaks snapped as he then sighed "If you want to talk to anyone, you can talk to me, okay?"

"yeah whatever" I muttered as i watched him disappear like he was never there..."Trust all it takes huh? doubt it"

To be continued

Still feeling like shit, but hey at least so far the random picker generator is working for me

anyways thanks for reading

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