Love Hurt - Poem

Confession

I'm writing this
Though no one will read
Not you
Not even God
But I keep writing
So that I can keep living

No one here to talk.
No one here to hear all this thought.
No one here, even you..
The one who used to say "I love you"

God can be so cruel
Turning up side down human's feeling as he likes.
Once He gave me this feeling, and then took it away..
But in a blink He put this feeling back in my heart, even stronger than before..
But, everything has changed.
Nothing the same as before.

I'm missing you
But you are not..
I want you to be here, only for me..
But, you cannot..

I'm missing you
But you are not..
I want to embrace all of you, only for me..
But, you cannot..

Am I too greedy if I want you to be here?
Am I too greedy if I want you only for me?
I just wanna be with you and forget the world..

But I know you don't love me anymore..
No more "I love you forever".
Cause I know you have her as your lover..
Someone who said "I love you forever".

God can be so cruel
He puts us in a deadlock situation
He gave me feeling for you while we cannot be lover anymore.

I'm missing you
But you are not..
Miss your smile, your scent, and your stare.
I'm missing you
But you are not..
Want to have all of you for me all the night.
But I cannot..