Love Hurt - Poem

Marriage

What kind of marriage do you want, girl?

Every woman must have their own dreame-marriage.

Mine? Mine is simple. I only want a happy and peaceful marriage.

I never dream will be married by a very handsome super billionaire prince charming.

I never dream a lavish luxurious wedding in a ballroom or a 7 nights and days wedding party.

I just want a man who loves me the way I am. Accept all my weaknesses. Makes me his only one. Become my number one fans all his life. A man who only loves my and wants only me in his life.

I only want a simple yet meaningful marriage for the two of us.

I only want a happy and peaceful marriage.

A marriage that only consist of my husband, our children, and I.

A marriage that is full of loves, cares, and silliness of the family members.

That's all.

I only ask that.

That simple.

Because I am not perfect either.

Because I am just a common woman.

Because I do want to be accepted just the way I am.

Because I just want to be the only one.

Because I just want to live a happy and peaceful life.

That's it.

But, all of it seems like just a dream.

I have waken up from the dream and faced the bitter reality that all of them just a dream.

And I realize  for many times that I don't deserve the love from others.

I do realize that happiness and peace just illusion.

I do realize that life never stay on my side.

I do realize that I was born just to be rejected, thrown away, and tortured.

I do realize that all my life was just dream and illusion.

In a wink, all the happiness is gone, switched by the sick and pain that will never gone.

Once again, I'm dying.