Love Hurt - Poem

Loosing Grip

I always feels that I don't deserve "Love" in this world.
I don't deserve to beloved.
And I don't think love really exist.

He was the one who said "I love you so much."..
At the end, he said, "I love you, but not that much anymore."

He was the one who said, "I love you no matter what! I will always love you forever."
But at the end, he disappeared and didn't answer my call.

He was the one who said, "I love you, only you!"
At the end, he betrayed me.
Worse than the others.

So, to whom should I hold on to?
No one can be trusted.
No one have the true feeling.
No one is sincere.

Cuz feeling will not last forever.
That feeling can betray the lover.
Thus, feeling is not for believer.
So, I'm loosing grip and cannot hold on anymore.