vidcon//chase hudson

Chapter 13

2 weeks later

Chases pov:

It's been 2 weeks since stella went ghost on everyone. I watched her music video and thought of how it was probably about me. She looked so beautiful in it. Im so luck- wait. We aren't together are we?

I blocked her cause I was upset when I should've asked her about it. She could be dead somewhere in new york and I wouldn't even know. I've asked the guys about her and they haven't heard anything from her.

A fan told me she tried to kill herself. I didn't believe that for a second but now I'm thinking otherwise. I honestly did think it was time for me to find her. So with that being said I booked a plane ticket for new york with anthony and jaden. We leave in an hour.

Stella's pov:

I've done a lot of thinking since I ditched my phone. I would love to be in chases arms right now. I haven't been in the internet at all. I stayed in the room for 3 days after it happened. I usually just go out get breakfast come back get ready for the day and then go to the studio.

I've been spending a lot of my time there, making new songs, new music video ideas, etc. Nobody has even tried reaching out to see if Im okay. Only my mom who I call on the daily.

I miss chase and the guys so much. Im so lonely here. I think it might actually be time to go back to LA. So I booked a plane ticket and my flight leaves in an hour. Im assuming when the LA one comes back.

I got ready and finished packing. I came across some polaroids of chase and I. A couple tears ran down my face.

"Pull yourself together you'll see him in a little bit!" I encouraged myself. "Who the hell are you talking to?" my manager walked in laughing at my terrible attempt to cheer myself up.

"I'm going back to LA." "That's what I came to tell you. Im leaving for LA tonight on the private jet and I wanted to see in you wanna come." I almost choked on my spit. "A private jet! Of course I wanna come!"

With that I canceled my flight and waited for him to pick me up.

Chases pov:

We were about to land in new york. My mind was racing. What if we don't find her? What if she did kill herself? Anthony turned to me and put his hand on my shoulder.

"Look man we'll get her back. We just have to go to the studio and talk to her manager." I sighed and nodded my head. I'll find her.

Stella's pov:

We walked through the airport with our oddly large group of body guards. I passed by where my plane was supposed to be and thought I saw Chase. I dropped my bags and everyone looked at me.

"Is everything okay stella?" my manager asked with a concerned tone. "Chase!" I practically screamed.

The tall boy turned around and his eyes practically popped out of his head. "Holy shit!" He yelled. I ran towards him as he ran towards me. I jumped into his arms when he was in distance.

"Omg Chase! what are you doing here?" My voice was beaming with excitement and sadness. "I came to look for you. We all did." He put me down and I looked over his shoulder at Anthony and Jaden.

At this point everyone in the airport was staring. I jumped into anthony's arms as Jaden hugged me from behind. "I missed you guys so much!" "We missed you stella."

When he put me down I realized that I went ghost for a reason. Chase blocked me. He didn't put all his trust in me and Im disappointed in him. I turned to look at him with sadness in my eyes.

"How could you do that?" my voice was breaking. "You completely just blocked out your problems and didn't even wanna talk about it. You didn't trust me!" I started yelling and I pushed him back. "I wouldn't have had to go ghost if you didn't treat me like shit! I was trying to give you everything I could! And I still don't know why you're upset with me!!"

"That changed quickly.." Jaden whispered under his breath hoping I didn't hear.

"How are you gonna blame me for this? You're the one who was cheating not me! I-" "You think I came here to cheat on you?" My voice was now dark and filled with hatred. "I came here to do my job Chase. I came here to make money so I can feed my damn family Chase. I actually came here so I could buy the rolex you were looking at in LA too. To think I was gonna surprise you, and make my family happy. You selfish little bitch!" I spat at him.

They all looked at me dumbfounded. "Just forget it." I turned on my heels and picked up my bags. I walked through the airport and back out the doors, Max following behind me.

"Stella wait up!" I stopped in my tracks and turned to face him. He grabbed my bags and we walked down the street. "Do you wanna talk about it?" I didn't say anything I just burst out into tears.

"Hey hey it's gonna be fine stella." For some reason his voice was comforting. I actually believed him.

I finished up my crying and Max and I headed into my previous hotel. I booked a couple nights in the suite. Once I was situated in my room, I took out the polaroids.

I pulled the lighter out of my pocket and burned them. Every centimeter of the pictures turned into dust as I watched. I didn't feel guilty, I didn't feel much of anything now.

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