10 Reasons to live...

Wonderland : world of memories

How can someone get absorbed in you so much in so little time that they start knowing you more than you know yourself, these were the thoughts I had in my mind, and I could feel butterflies flying around.. They were singing some song, around my head,.. I like the blue butterfly with polka dots on her... That was my favorite butterfly, is this is love butterfly who makes you realize that you are in love.

Am I the girl who would start singing and all birds would start dancing and singing along with me.. I started feeling special. He makes me feel special... Suddenly I came out of my dream world and good thoughts were fading again, David is just sympathizing with me being a good guy he is just trying to save pathetic girl about to commit suicide. This is not love, I'm not a kind a girl who he would love. How could I be so stupid to even think this way.

I don't want this sympathy for me, again getting in my rude robe to deflect people who try getting close to me, for me it's very little distance to cover to get from love bird to angry bird...

Knock -knock... Knock-knock....
Haha it's the same knock as David had yesterday, this knock now releases dopamine in me, to every knock my heart expects David to be standing outside, anyway these are just crazy thoughts. To stop these knocks and these crazy thoughts I have to open the gate. To my suprises...
Not again... Am I imagining all of this, or is it David who is actually standing infront of me at 12 clicked in clock at night. For few seconds I was standing like a statue. David flicked near my ear...
What the F David, what are you doing here.. I whispered. To take you somewhere, in response to me he also whispered. No I'm not going anywhere, I shooked my hands while turning back to my bed saying no chances that I'm going anywhere at this clock, as I turned David grabbed me from behind and again whispered... Yes chances are there that you are going somewhere at this clock.

He had his car with him, which I could see after jumping off from orphanage gate, he had jumped this gate for the second time, mine was first.
Looking at his car, In my mind I was thinking I don't even have a cycle with me, why God is so biased..
Now after jumping the gate he asked me to jump in the car.
But where are you taking me, tell me.. I questioned with doubt. In answer he blindfolded me, n pushed me in his car. I was feeling like getting kidnapped and me doing nothing about it just helping him to do so by being too easy on him.

He was driving the car, at the same time I was praying Jesus that cliff was perfect for this I don't want to die in an accident that too blindfolded.

Somewhere we did stopped, he helped me. Getting out of the car.. Standing behind me he undo my folds...
I could see the glitter, the shine, lights all over...this is my place, I used to dance with air in my childhood when my father used to take me to these coasters... The roller coasters... It's wonderland, I was standing in front of. I had not been here from long time... I got emotional, I even had forgot that David had bought me here...

Sanorita... Wanna take a ride... David whispered in my ears...

I turned and smiled and him, nodded my head saying no words...

In few minutes we were going up and down, my hairs were chirping around... I felt like never leaving that place. I felt his presence.. My father's presence...

That was not the end, after the ride David pulled me towards giant wheel, we go up and down. I could feel the gravity pull and my blood raging up my legs. Too enthralling...

We had ice-cream, he tried to snatch mine after finishing his but I can share anything but my butterscotch scoop in American nuts, this is what I used to have in my childhood. I pushed the cone on Davids nose, he looked like a clown.. He looked so funny..

David holded my hand and took me to that photo booth where we had a moon background, we had a picture together, where David was looking at me.. I kind of liked that picture

After all of the adventure before David could open his mouth, I said - I'm not an orphan I do have memories with me. I had my parents with me, they are still with me, not physically but in my memories... After a long time I had this confidence in me... And saying looking at our picture, I slided and laid myself down on his car front, he smiled and slided along with me...

To be continued..!!