La Bella Mafia

Fuck Love

"Y'all dudes is a hot damn mess
I'm way too blessed to be stressed
So I don't want no boyfriend
Just give me them checks
What if I'm a material girl?
Can't blame me I live in a material world.."
Iggy Azalea- Fuck Love

Kash

"So who is this mystery guy Kash?" Syn asked me as she drove her G-Wagon through Manhattan.

I looked over at her "Loso."

"Loso?!" She looked over at me.

"Yeah." I shrugged my shoulders. I kinda expected this reaction from her due to who he was.

"Why Loso?!" She asked me still staring at me.

"Because he wanted to take me out, so I said fuck it. Why not?"

BEEP BEEP! Another car honked at us. Syn dramatic ass stopped driving in the middle of the street to ask me this shit.

"Girl drive!" I laughed.

"I'm just saying.." She continued to drive "That nigga is crazy."

"Look, you know I ain't looking for nothing serious with the nigga. I'm just tryna have some fun for real."

"Yeah I know but.. you couldn't find someone else? What happened to ole boy from Cali, what's his name...Lorenzo?" She snapped her fingers.

"That's his name bitch." I side eyed her. She knew this nigga name, she was tryna be funny.

"Yeah! Pretty boy. What happened to him sis?" She asked me smiling.

"Nothing happened.. I told y'all what happened with him. He's in Cali and I'm in New York. What can I do?"

"I guess you're right. Kinda sounding like me now, lowkey." Syn replied.

"But, I ain't in love with none of these niggas, that's the difference." I told her.

"Yeah, for now. Give it some time hoe."

"Ain't no time, ain't no love. Fuck all of that."

I dismissed her foolish shit. Syn and J always tried to get me to slow down. They wanted me to settle down with someone. Even though Jordan claimed she didn't love Marcus I knew that hoe did. She acts the same way Syn's ass acts when she sees Sincere fat head ass when she sees Marcus. It was annoying sometimes. I had been in love only once or at least I would like to think I was in love. Only thing is, the feelings weren't mutual. So after that, I said fuck it. Imma just use these niggas for everything they have. Which is barely anything. Fuck love.

Syn shook her head. "Eventually someone gonna slow ya ass down. So keep on playing."

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After Syn dropped me off at my crib. I quickly went into my walk in closet to see what I was going to wear. I lived in a 2 bedroom apartment similar to the one Jor lived in. Only I stayed in Brooklyn. I lived near the Brooklyn bridge and literally that was my view. I loved it so much. Just coming from where I came from, it was nice to reap the benefits of living, somewhat lavish.

I spoke to Loso on the phone last night which is when he thought of our date. He wanted to go to a gun range. We didn't have many here in New York so he found one in New Jersey for us to go to. He loved guns. Being that he was a hitman under Dre's team.

Yup, I was fuckin' with someone on my team pretty much.Which is why Syn was being so dramatic. We weren't supposed to really fuck with people on our team. Even though Syn and Jor were both doing it. We made an agreement that if shit didn't work out between Syn and Dre and Jor and Marcus that we wouldn't fuck anyone that worked under Marcus again. But really I was just being catty. I remember hearing shit about Loso and his dick. From what I heard he had a big dick. So why not find out if the rumors were true?