Cried eyeballs out last night.. Next day, not going to school and hoping that they would ask why.. No, they never ask.. Ask if I'm okay or not, what happen to me.. They never ask.. Now I really need someone.. Someone who understand me.. Always there when I'm down.. Give their shoulder to cry on.. I really need.. But I never show.. Cuz why? Cuz they will think I'm seek attention.. So I shut.. Wear my mask.. Put a fake smile.. And survive..