I Got You Rucas

08 Death doesn't discriminate

I watch as the other paramedics lift up the love of my life from the green scraped landing off the ride escape she's not bleeding which is a Good sign but I can't help but feel the guilt arise as my stomach twists. I could go into full detail of the feeling of the acids and my stomach but I'll leave that put cause it is gross The guilt comes into full swing as May a pick up my shoe from the step yes Riley fell over my shoe because of the small but there belly when her foot touched the shoe her balance was thrown off Now our babies life is in the air and we don't know if she will make it The ear piercing scream of Maya Penelope Hart rings through my ears constantly and I can tell it has imprinted a scar on the memory part of my brain Maya had come out to check on us because we were taking forever to leave the bedroom and sometimes Riley needs help, unlucky for Maya she came as Riley was falling

Snapping our of my memories I abruptly pull Maya into my chest and feel a liquid spreading around my t-shirt I couldn't bring my self to care I would do this for any of my friends in a heartbeat Maya and I are super close friends as well she has really helped me out and makes sure I don't stuff up anything with Riley I mean I never intentionally mean to stuff up but I'm a guy I just do to quote Mr.squirrels men are idiots He has always been a weirdly wide man A million thoughts run through my mind at a pace I can't fathom what will I do if our baby is gone She is my favorite thing and I haven't even met her yet

Maya-Death doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints It takes and it takes but we keep living anyway

Maya mumbled into my chest I rose back into reality from her beautiful words it really was an accurate Quote we know we will die we are predestined but we still live Jesus I didn't know Maya was that wise I mean that must be stolen from somewhere.

Lucas- Where is that from Maya it's beautiful it describes date almost perfectly

I rasped looking down at her pale face She was pretty but she was no Riley and she never will be