I need a painkiller
something to give me a rush
and a pleasurable shiver.
I felt my skin flush
only a cotton mouth
could keep me hush.
My mind flew south
from the tranqility
and drouth.
And then I felt itchy.
a certain heat
traveling all over my body .
My soul-you love to eat
loving my dysphoria
saying it tastes sweet.
Being with you gives me nausea
but I kept coming back
for the euphoria.
