Eighteen and up.~Ziall~

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" You don't know how long I've been waiting for someone to say that...and mean it." Niall says before grabbing the sides of my face.

  I kiss him as hard as I can, Sometimes being able to feel a special way seems so rare, and I have never felt more special than in this moment. His lips felt like life and his breath tasted like, living. I pull away from his kiss.

  " I don't know how to do this..uh what do we do now?" I ask, I was embarrassed. I have never wanted to kiss someone one so much as I wanted to kiss Niall..so I kissed him again.. 

  "Kiss me again." he says when I pull away, and I do, this is the only time I'd do what he asked, because I felt like I needed to kiss him, I just wanted all of him, these feelings have been so distant for so long that I don't know what to do with them.

  "Mm, lets go to my hotel room..because me and Harry are suppose to be going out to dinner with Calum and Micheal.

  I bit my lip and just wrapped my arms around his waist. "I have another confession.' i whisper on to his lips before kissing him once again.

  "whats that?" he asked in a low whisper, matching mine.

  "I'm the jealous type...I really don't like to share." He kisses me and smiles and giggles before resting his head in the nook of my neck.

  "Me too..but there's nothing for you to worry about, you had me since day one." I felt a smile push its way on to my lips.

  " I want to take you out tonight...because you deserve it." I assumed he was going to agree but I proven wrong when he shook his head no.

  " I made plans with someone else and I'm not going to cancel, that's rude, but of course you are more than able to be my date."  It sounded alright until, I thought about the fact that I was his date, I mean it just feels better the other way around.

  "Okay, but your my date." He looks at me and the roll of his eyes makes me know he didn't mind too much.

  "If it bothers you that much to know I'm the one wearing the pants in whatever this is...fine, I'll be you're date for tonight." he says before turning on his heels, walking away from me...I smack his ass, in a way of saying don't let what I said go to you're head.

 "What kind of dinner is this?" i ask as I follow him to the elevator.

 "Calum is celebrating his surgery." I shrug, I don't know I just don't like Calum..he just isn't the kind of person I'd hang out with..he's a pussy or something..I don't know.

  "So I can wear sweat pants?" My arm wrapped around his hip, I don't know why the feeling of his body just made me crazy at the moment.

  "Uh no...dress casual but not lazy." I shake my head, the feeling of the elevator dropping would not amount to the feeling of Nialls warm skin..

  " I want to just stay in tonight." I say as I let my lips graze over his chin lightly.

"mmmhm I bet babe, but we have things to do people to see." God all I wanted to see was him, unclothed and below me.

  I kiss his nick being sure to suck on it lightly. " Please, lets just go to your room and start new..me in you." i whisper as I let my hands lay on the elevator wall above his head.

  He looks up at me and his lips quivered, and I swear I was about to win, but the elevator doors open. "Hey, can you please unhand him." I hear Harry say, and I turn around to see Harry dressed in a suit.

  "Woh, uh yeah sorry." it was weird to be caught like that, and even though I am a porn star, its weird to be caught with someone your emotionally connected to.